Friday, June 26, 2020

The Golden Coffee Beans


In a certain asphalt jungle lived two peasants, blood sisters; one was poor and one was rich. The rich one went to live in the inner city, built an enchanted manor, and runs a fortune 500. But the poor one, she can barely rub two nickels together. She lives in a little run-down shack in a ramshackle part of the city. Her children would scream and weep because no food could be found in their home. One day she said to her children: “I will go into the city and ask my sister for help.” She came upon the rich sister’s business. The building was as large as a castle with ruby windows, and gold trim along the outside. As she entered this magnificent building everything was covered in marble. When she turned to her left, she saw a giant mirror and a message appeared in flame lettering “go up the marble steps, I am on the third floor, and my office is the third door to your left.” When the poor sister came to the rich sister’s door, the rich sister was dressed in couture “Ah, my sister, help me! My children are hungry and we have not had food for days or clean running water to bathe in or drink.” “Help me around the office, then I will see how I can service you.” The poor sister set off to work.  She cleaned the toilets, made copies, scheduled appointments, and made coffee.” On the seventh day, the rich sister gave her three golden coffee beans and said: “Thank you for your help!” The poor sister ran out of the building and fell to her knees and wept. A rainbow falcon swooped down and grabbed her and took her back to her little run-down shack. When they arrived at her home the falcon gently placed her on the ground and said: “Master, listen to me. Pluck one of my bright red feathers and wave it over the three golden coffee beans. I promise you will weep no more.” The peasant answered: “I have no strength left.” The Falcon replied, “What do you need strength for? I see that you have tweezers, but what of use is it? Take the tweezers and pluck a bright red feather.”

The peasant used the tweezers to pluck a bright red feather from the rainbow falcon. The falcon then flew away. 

The poor sister threw one of the golden beans on her one-legged table and waved the bright red feather over the bean wishing for a feast that her children could eat. All of a sudden, a feast appeared! There was enough food to feed the city! They ate and drank until they could no more. She did not want the leftovers to go to waste so she preserved them as best as she could. Everyone was merry, loud, and sang songs. Once the celebration was over, everyone went to bed.

The next morning came when the rooster crowed, and everyone awoke she thought long and hard for her next wish. The poor sister threw the second golden bean on her one-legged table and waved the bright red feather over the bean wishing to have a business right next to her rich sister, so she too could wear couture and be successful. A horse with a rainbow mane waited for her outside her little run-down shack. She jumped on the horse and they took off for the city at a rapid speed. She came upon her new business. Almost identical to her rich sisters. The building was large as a castle with diamonds for windows, and gold trim along the outside. The horse with the rainbow mane turned and said: “Master, listen to me. Go through the diamond-encrusted door, then make your way up the marble steps. Go to the third floor, your office is the third door to the left.” She reached her office and fell to her knees and wept. Three little mice all dressed in couture came running to her carrying a giant book and said: “Master, listen to me. Read this red leather-bound book. I promise you will weep no more.” The mice then scurried off. She opened the book and started to read. It was an instruction manual on how to build a successful fortune 500. When she was done reading, she built a plan on how to operate her own business. She became twice as rich as her sister. 

After some time, it was more of a long time rather than a short time she kept monitoring the funds of the business to make sure her empire was in the black rather than the red. This calls for a festivity! She ran over to her sister’s office and invited her for a celebratory feast! The rich sister said to her “I accept the invite, but where did you get the money to build such an empire? Just a few months ago you were begging me for work.” “Ah, sister it was the golden coffee beans you gave me.” 

The rich sister began to worry as she noticed her funds after some time, it was more of a short time rather than a long time were drastically plummeting into the red rather than the black. She had no idea that her sister was taking away from her business and it was due to her reason. She refused to live a restricted lifestyle. The next day the rich sister drove her Porsche to the celebratory feast. There was plenty to eat and drink! The rich woman was jealous, she thought to herself: “If I find that last golden coffee bean then I can destroy my sister fully.”  The dinner has ended, as the guests began to rise from the table, and thanked the hostess. The guests were singing a drunken song as they left the lavish restaurant. The rich sister offered to take the poor sister home. As they arrived at the little run-down shack the poor sister offered the rich sister to come in. When the poor sister had her back turned the rich sister noticed a shiny glow coming from the coat pocket that was hanging near the door they entered. The rich sister grabbed the last golden coffee bean, threw it on the one-legged table, and waved her hands and said: “I wish you to be rich no more.” Both sisters were startled. The rich sister stormed off due to frustration. The poor sister grabbed the golden coffee bean and placed it under her pillow, and went to bed. 

The next morning came and the rooster crowed, and everyone awoke. She thought long and hard for her next wish. The poor sister threw the third golden bean on her one-legged table and waved the bright red feather over the bean wishing to have a handsome prince to love and marry. A few seconds later there was a loud knock at the door. The girls jumped and shrieked and they all rushed to the door. A handsome prince awaited with a beautiful bouquet of flowers, and beautiful dresses for all the girls. The prince got down on one knee and asked for the poor sister’s hand in marriage. She wept and screamed “YES!” As the prince was ready to sweep his new fiancé off her feet, she said wait “please, take me to the city. I have to make things right with my sister.” The handsome prince obliged, and the girls followed behind. As they approached her sister's business it no longer looked shiny and new. As she entered the building the marble looked dull and dirty. She ran up the marble steps to the third floor and barged into the third door that was to her left. There, her sister laid disheveled and distraught. The poor sister said to the rich sister: “Ah, my sister, here is an invitation to my wedding, here are the keys to my business that I no longer need, and here is the bright red feather that I plucked from the rainbow falcon that would have made your wish come true.” She turned and walked away. 

The prince then whisks his future princess away. After some time, it was more of a short time rather than a long time the wedding ceremony had taken place. All the guests wore lavish clothes, the women wore lavish gowns with fur coats, and diamonds are pearls draped the fine couture. The men wore expensive tuxedos and their shoes glistened. Savory dishes were served along with several meads and wines. 

The rich sister ran into the poor sister, both sang a celebratory song, they both lived happily ever after.

Natalie is the author of The Many Colors of Natalie, a book of poetry.  She holds an associates degree in Specialized Technology Le Cornon Bleu Pastry Arts and in her spare time is an artist and percussionist.

Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Letter from Editor - Spring 2020

Hi All,

I don't even know where to begin with this letter.  So much has happened between the last issue and this one.  How our worlds change in a blink of an eye...

Here is the Spring Issue.  I hope it brings you some entertainment during this time. 

Stay Healthy!
Hopefully things will be back to normal soon.




Musings for Moms - When it all changed

One minute I am home enjoying my day off, the next I am working from home along side my husband an our kids are now getting online home schooling. 

I just wish everyone would stay home and follow the rules... we need to flatten the curve, we need to not over run the already filled hospitals.

I know it is not easy; I know it is probably one of the hardest things that some of us will have to do.  But if staying home means saving lives, then my butt is staying home... except when I run to the grocery store.

It's scary how one virus can cause so much harm.

Please stay safe, wash your hands, follow the rules.



Musings For Moms: Too Graphic?!

This might turn into a bit of a rant, and for that I am sorry... Just sit back and buckle up...it will all be okay.

A few months back, the Super Bowl and the Academy Awards made a big deal about not showing a commercial because it was too graphic.  The commercial shows a woman in her post-pregnancy glory, mesh panties and all.  Ladies that have given birth, we all know those mesh panties and the pads.

I have watched the commercial, there is more skin in an underwear ad that what was shown in this one.  The problem, the ginormous pad?  the squirt bottle?  These are facts of life post-pregnancy.  I had two c-sections, and these were things that were part of the recovery process.  Some women bounce back quicker than others, some take longer, have stitches, some are stapled and taped, like I was the first time.  

More women need to see these types of commercials to be aware that they are not alone, that we have all gone through it.  Why is it so taboo to talk about these things still, in this day and age.  Yet it is okay to see endless commercials for erectile dysfunction?  Guess what guys, those little blue pills probably got this women into this predicament.  

We keep holding onto this 'boys club' mentality.  CEO's of companies working well past their prime that have outdated ideas about what is graphic.  Sorry, the Victoria Secret runway show is more graphic than this commercial.  There is a cologne ad with a man in a tiny little speedo, that reveals way more skin than the woman in this ad.  The difference of course being he's fit and muscular, leaping off a cliff and this woman has her post-pregnancy belly showing out of her tank top, as she waddles to the toilet.

And don't even get me started on that naked dude dancing in his shower... I think the ad is for the shower head but I am honestly not too sure. 

I am not saying one is better than the other, I am simply saying don't say that a real commercial is too graphic when you have some muscular dude jumping into the water in a tiny white bathing suit that leaves nothing to the imagination... ironically it is a guy and not a woman jumping into the water, because that is usually how it is right?  The women are scantly clad...

Anyway, the moral of this rant is - stop putting a stigma on childbirth and all the lovely aftermath of it.  

Last Laugh

She stood at the end of her brother’s
hospital bed. “I’m not going to take care
of you any longer, Tom,” she said.
“When you’re discharged tomorrow

you’re going to a halfway house.”
She squeezed a tissue in her hand,
flattened it like a flower pressed in a bible,
dabbed her eyes, and turned

to leave—her bunting-blue overcoat
worn on that frosty January evening,
a curtain closed on years of sacrifice.
He’d been ill since childhood. His

spinster sister had given him her life
and now our hospital midwifed this
kind woman’s rebirth at fifty-five. Tom,
whom we orderlies at Denver General

called Mr. Johnson, took his sister’s averment
in silence. When I brought his dinner tray
he nodded in receipt, never meeting my eyes.
Next morning, I took Mr. Johnson’s breakfast

to his bed and found him dead. We called
a “core zero,” stretched an ambu bag
over his mouth, and pounded on his chest,
but he was long gone. It fell to Michelle,

the charge nurse, and me to take him
to the morgue. His body lay on the gurney
between us. “One less bell to answer,” we
softly sang, “One less man to clean up after.”



Charlie Brice is a retired psychoanalyst and is the author of Flashcuts Out of Chaos (2016), Mnemosyne’s Hand (2018), and An Accident of Blood (2019), all from WordTech Editions. His poetry has been nominated for the Best of Net anthology and twice for a Pushcart Prize and has appeared in The Atlanta Review, The Main Street Rag, Chiron Review, I-70 Review, The Paterson Literary Review, and elsewhere.

Vietnam Again

We sat for hours in my car,
a baby blue Mercury Comet
in the alley behind Owen’s house
in Cheyenne, 1968. He was
gonna enlist the next day. We

served Mass together, drank
crazy like high school kids
together, played baseball
on different teams, always
buddies no matter the score,

double dated, whispered the
secrets of grasping, awkward,
adolescent love to one another.
He’d been voted Most Handsome,
Most Likely to Succeed.

You’ll be trained to kill, I argued.
I know you. You can’t do that.
You’ll become another disposable
particle of LBJ’s ego. Vietnam’s
an illegal, immoral war. You
can’t go, I almost pleaded—
no, I pleaded.

It’s the right thing to do, he said,
besides, I’ve had it with school.
The Army will make me a man.
We went back and forth until
our night of Coors quarts turned
into a dry-tongued dawn. The

fingerposts of our futures diverged
wildly: I returned to college and
applied to for conscientious objection.
Owen signed the papers held
in the recruiter’s hands.

Six months later I leaned into
the gelid Laramie wind, opened
the envelope from my draft board
that could portend five years in prison
or a life of exile over our northern border, but
my plea against killing had been accepted!

I fell into a fever worthy of a Russian novel:
roiling in my sheets, floridly hallucinating,
stranger to dream and reality alike, when
Owen appeared at my door. He’d gone to
bootcamp where they’d taught him to scream
“Die Gook,” while he practiced gutting
a human being with a bayonet.

He couldn’t take it. When they wouldn’t
allow him to file for conscientious objection
he simply left, went AWOL. He’d landed
on my doorstep on his way to Canada—
a fugitive I was happy to harbor.

He’s alone now, high all the time,
never married, no children,
angry and disillusioned,
an out-of-work social worker
in Casper, but in my mindscape
we’re back in that car,

a comet in the sky,
behind his house, on
a frosty night in Cheyenne,
midwinter,
mid-war,
mid-America,
mid-hope.

Charlie Brice is a retired psychoanalyst and is the author of Flashcuts Out of Chaos (2016), Mnemosyne’s Hand (2018), and An Accident of Blood (2019), all from WordTech Editions. His poetry has been nominated for the Best of Net anthology and twice for a Pushcart Prize and has appeared in The Atlanta Review, The Main Street Rag, Chiron Review, I-70 Review, The Paterson Literary Review, and elsewhere.

Interview with Robert Walicki

1.  Tell our viewers a little about yourself.  How did you get into writing?

 I always felt the need to express myself in a creative way. I drew,painted and wrote, but it wasn't until much later that I felt that writing was where i wanted to focus all my energies on. A Friend gave me a book to borrow. It was 'Satan Says" by Sharon Olds. I wasn't the same after reading that. My whole world had changed and knew I wanted to be a poet, however long that took me to accomplish.

2.  Tell our viewers a little about Fountain, your latest book that was just released.

 In the title section of  my last book, "Black Angels", The poems centered on my work experiences as a plumber and reconciling my identity and place in that world. In many ways, Fountain is a companion book to Black Angels, but It goes further. I wanted to bring a stark lyricism to those gritty experiences, and I feel I've achieved that in Fountain.The poems in Fountain also explores blue collar living and what that means, how it affects and shapes the speakers in those poems as well.

3.  What was the inspiration for the book?

I know that writing about work isn't unique,but my experiences are, as is my story. Poets that write about work and everyday experiences with grace, honesty and nobility, poets like Jan Beatty, Phillip Levine ,Dorianne Laux and Michael McGriff were and still are a great inspiration to me and this book. I owe a lot to them.

4.  Will you be out promoting the book, I know you have done readings and such for your other books... if so, where will you be?

I have a few events coming up. Sunday,, March 15th I'll be reading at Revival, a restaurant in Bellevue PA with two great poets, Fred Shaw and Robert Gibb, for Fred's book launch of "Scraping Away" his latest book. Then on March 26th i will be participating in the benefit reading "Disarm" for Squirrel Hill Stands Against Gun Violence and Ceasefire PA. Featured readers for that reading will be : Kelly Andrews, Cameron Barnett, James Croal Jackson, Sharon McDermott and myself, with proceeds going to SHSAGV, so I'm really looking forward to what's coming up! Folks can find these events on Facebook below for more information:

https://www.facebook.com/events/176185953678716/
https://www.facebook.com/events/942965559432150/


5.  Where can our viewers find your book?

My publisher has a page. They can find it at the following http://mainstreetragbookstore.com/product/fountain-robert-walicki/

6.  Where can we find you on social media? 

Folks can find me here on Facebook, where they can connect or message me if they are interested in having me do a reading!  Robert Walicki


Robert Walicki's work has appeared in and is forthcoming in a number of publications including, Chiron Review, The City Paper, Fourth River, Signal Mountain Review, Red River Review, and others. A Pushcart and a Best of The Net nominee, Robert currently has two chapbooks published: A Room Full of Trees (Red Bird Chapbooks, 2014) and The Almost Sound of Snow Falling (Night Ballet Press, 2015). His first full length collection of poems, "Black Angels" is currently available from Six Gallery Press, and his most recent collection. “Fountain” is now available  at Main Street Rag Press.