Friday, September 28, 2018

Letter from Editor - Fall 2018

Hello Everyone,

Can you believe it is the end of September already?!  I think I blinked at the beginning of August and here we are... 

So before I get into this issues awesomeness... A bit of an announcement first... Remember back in May when I went to my son's school to talk about the Holiday Cafe and then the kids shared what types of writers they would be??

Well, I am very excited to say that I am able to help them create their own blog.  I have been working with the three writing teachers and the principal to get the site up and running.  Their work will be posted weekly... We are only getting to week two of posting now... but it will feature all the kids work... and there are a lot of kids at the school.

Now onto the awesomeness of this issue...

I have two sisters that are attending CAPA that have submitted their work, I have an interview with my favorite food truck, a piece of poetry from Natalie a favorite around here at the cafe, and we have a preview of Chapter 1 of the Midas Protocol... which I believe is still looking for Beta readers for the entire book... If anyone is interested, contact information is at the bottom of that piece of work.  And I am happy to say I already have art work for the Winter Issue... you will have to come back for that one :)

Speaking of the winter issue... we are always looking for submissions... it's the only way to make this work... email yours in today -- holidaycafe.nicole@gmail.com




Rogue BBQ - Fall 2018 Interview

A few months back, there was a BIG event at my son's school... to help with the redistricting of the
elementary schools... We had everything from a dunk tank to giant inflatables to food trucks... because how else are you going to provide food for hundreds of people?!

I put a call for food trucks out on my Facebook page and low and behold someone replied... someone I have known since preschool (that would be 35 plus years)... We worked out some details and he showed up with his truck that day...

The people loved the food... it was a good day all around.

I personally love the pulled pork tacos (they are to die for!!)... I have had the opportunity to get them a few more times since then... thank goodness!  I even got a bit of catering from Rogue BBQ for my son and husband's birthday dinner.

I got to ask Rogue BBQ some questions... check out their responses - then go find them... you won't be disappointed... I Promise!

1. How did you get into the food truck business? 

We were invited to participate at two local multi day events, Renzi Rib fest and South Park BMX state and national races. We began our operation with tow behind smokers, and 10x10 pop up canopies. Rogue was the brain child of these two events, as the brand grew so did the need for a more mobile setup.

2. What’s the biggest misconception people might have about food trucks? 

Not all food trucks are created equal. Folks get excited because trucks are trendy and popular, but there is a difference between the chef driven menus and the rest. Pittsburgh has some really great food truck chefs out there, ours included that create chef developed concepts in a mobile unit. There is a lack of recognition for the hard work that is put in, which sometimes more often than not is very comparable to running a brick and mortar. However, the recognition for the brick and mortar chefs are more prevalent.

3. How did you pick the menu for the food truck? 

We kept our staples like the smoked wings, and smoked ribs but we wanted to stay true to the mischievous yet playful definition of Rogue. Each item had to fulfill the expectations of great BBQ while being easily prepared on the road. After several trial runs which included some winners (brisket nachos, pulled pork tacos) and some not to be mentioned losers, are menu was created. Rogue composes the menus based upon events, everything from smoked turkey legs, to strawberry pretzel salad has seen their turn on the menu.

 4. How are Rogue and Westwood connected (I know Rogue operates out of Westwood)? 

Westwood is the sister catering company to Rogue. It is where we launched our first business, and is the home to both companies now.

5. What has been the most amusing thing that has happened at a food truck event? 

It is so hard to nail down one specific event because we have a lot of fun while we are on the road. We love the furry friends, and you will usually catch us feeding them some great brisket, sometimes you may hear our team using swashbuckling pirate or macho man randy savage accents, other times they may be out dancing with the guests near the stage.

6. What’s the future for Rogue? Will you be selling the sauces/rubs? T-shirts? Swag –etc.?

 You can purchase our t shirts and hoodies at Westwood, or contact us at roguebbqpgh@gmail.com. Currently we are working to package the dry rubs and dusts, and should be launching those in Spring 2019. Rogue is developing the plans to open a brick and mortar as well, but no date has yet been set.

7. Tell the readers how they can get a hold of you if they want you at their events and/or catered food – and where you will be ‘parked’ soon. 

You can find all of this information on our website at roguebbqpgh.com or by liking us on facebook/twitter @roguebbqpgh

Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Midas Protocol Series

(Chapter ONE)
# # Caroline's Choice # #
(PROOF COPY -- Not for distribution.)

Caroline's Choice
Monday, January 8, 1990 - Point Park University

Caroline Friday was not sure what she was getting into when she enrolled in Professor Bill Murdock’s Investigative Reporting class. After all, she heard from other students he was an asshole. How bad could he be though? He certainly couldn’t be worse than Pete Gardner at Burger Empire?
In itself, being an asshole was not a bad thing. She wouldn’t hold that against Professor Murdock (or anyone for that matter) because people called her that word a lot too. What worried her more was that the investigative reporting class sounded like a lot of work and Caroline had too many things going on in her life now.

After she quit her job at Burger Empire, she gave in to her father’s wishes and decided to attend Pointless Park College. She entertained, if not resigned herself to, the idea of a business degree, and a predictable safe career in the family restaurant business. Jubilant, her father promptly added her back to the rotation at the restaurant, where she now pulled three full shifts a week (and the hair out of head). Though she detested her role as a hostess, she had to admit that the money helped. Still, twenty four hours of work plus five classes? The last thing she needed was a super busy, demanding course, and she was skeptical if this class would be easy. She heard this professor could be demanding. Compounding matters, her father would certainly not approve of this course. If it was not a business course, it was a waste of money in his opinion.

Nevertheless, investigative reporting piqued her interest and she wanted to take at least one class that was outside her wheelhouse. She felt her Dad at least owed her that. Although she thought she had made a wise decision by caving in to her father’s wishes to go to college, what choice did she really have? After quitting Burger Empire her options were limited. She had no car. No job. She couldn’t do anything but agree to her father’s wishes. She suspected her father knew that but acted like she was a making a good choice all on her own accord. Her father meant well although he was patronizing to no end. Therefore, if she took this course, it would be all Caroline’s choice--and that made her feel good.

Still, she had to be careful. As interested as she was in the investigative reporting course, the last thing she needed was another ball-breaking professor who piled the work on--let alone a professor who espoused an egocentric theory of the universe where his or her great mind illumined all with its intellectual brilliance. They all felt like they should be up the hill at Carnegie Mellon University. Moreover, since she was taking the class as an elective she did not want to break a sweat when there were other classes that appeared much easier. There was the art appreciation class she had considered. Word had it that it was a walk in the park, literally.

So here she was, unusually early: the only one sitting in the makeshift computer lab at the head of a series of a uneven conference-style table arrangements. She shuffled through a thick syllabus and a chock full of Point Park University registration papers.

Caroline was dressed in bright red, over-sized flannel shirt. Underneath this getup, she sported a black-ribbed tank. Her neck was hung with two silver chains, one of which featured a amulet of Gothic design. Her purple-streaked, dark long hair was still wet from her morning shower and most of it was still tucked up and under a gray cotton beanie. She wore her favorite black denim jeans today. Her army green parka was slung over the back of her chair. Wrapped around her hips, a dark gray hoodie brought her layered look together. As she completed the papers, she nibbled on the frames of her wayfarer black sunglasses (a Christmas gift from her prospering, humble-brag brother Sam). Her lips were rouged in a less attention getting color of pink. Not one to spend a lot of time outside, no matter what time of the year, Carline’s smooth and drawn out cheeks were pale as was her overall complexion.

She continued to fuss with the papers. The bureaucratic forms were redundant to the point that made her want to pull the hair out of her head. She sighed, tapped her dark red nails against the hard Formica table top, and settled down to the task of completing the forms.

Gradually, other students filtered into the room. About five minutes past the hour, and the room now a chatterbox, Point Park professor Bill Murdock entered the classroom. He shut the door behind him with a resounding thunk. The room chatter came to a loud silence.

This man was not what she expected: Murdock was a stout five-foot-eleven, give or take. He was fair-skinned like Caroline, with a circumference of dirty blond hair that curved around his balding, wrinkled dome. Rather built in the shoulders, Murdock would be athletic looking were it not for the enormous beer gut.

“Welcome to Investigative Reporting, Two-oh-Two, eh, Four-oh-four, for the grad students,” Professor Murdock said. The groggy professor coughed, then snorted, which had the effect of retracting a yellow booger back into his right nostril, which she had not noticed when it was hanging.
Caroline found his low voice surprising. It did not seem to match the man’s face. His words carried deep, raspy, somewhat guttural and he was booming. Caroline moved her chair back. However, he projected like a sub-woofer: wherever you sat, you felt his voice full on. He was simply a loud guy.
“My name is Bill Murdock,” he shouted, passing out poorly copied and sloppily stapled papers. “This class will be unlike any you have ever taken. I promise you that. What we are all about here is proving the innocence of those already proven guilty. There are two million people incarcerated in the U.S. prison system... I have for the past twenty years covered the crime and punishment beat for the Post-Gazette,” he continued, while still passing around papers.

“I have seen government misconduct first hand and what it can do to wreck lives.... I believe about five-percent of everyone incarcerated in our prison system is innocent.... Out of two million people, you do the math. That means one thing: we have a lot of fucking work to do.”

What did he just say? Caroline’s attention perked up when she heard him drop the F-bomb. This was something that would never happen in some of the business classes, she was sure of it. Those business professors were buttoned-down and conservative. Murdock dressed like he didn’t care and apparently spoke like it too. She immediately liked that about the man whom--according to the bio she had in front of her--was a celebrated Pittsburgh Post-Gazette staff writer.

She looked around the room. Most of the students seemed to be surprised at the man’s profane language and his less than professorial appearance.

“I am sorry class,” Murdock said. “You will have to forgive but I have an incurable case of irritable vowel syndrome.”

A general cloud of chuckles and smirks rose to the top of the class along with several confused looks.

“Anybody know what that means?” He asked.

There was silence. Caroline was loving this guy now. He was not a typical professor. Nobody spoke up. A lot of faces turned to each other.

“It means if you are offended by foul language you may as well get the fuck out of my class now,” He said. “Oops, another flare up.”

The class erupted in laughter. Caroline smiled. She was going to like Professor Murdock. He was her kind of guy and she loved his lack of pomp and circumstance. Murdock was a cool dude. She could see that working on his projects would be incredibly interesting.

Caroline finished reading his bio. Though he dressed like one, he was no slouch when it came to Journalism credentials. Professor Murdock, according to his food stained curriculum vitae, was once nominated for the Pulitzer Prize for a muckraking series on the Federal Witness Relocation Program. She was immediately mesmerized by the man and the course objectives.

Murdock ranted about the wrongfully convicted, “The goal of The Innocence Institute is to overturn wrongful convictions! Now make up your mind if you can devote yourself to this class. It will be demanding. We will visit crime sites. You will go to prisons and interview hard core inmates, convicted murderers, rapists. You will interview their family members, reexamine evidence. You will go to their trials. You will have an experience unlike any other one you will have in college.

Moreover, you will make a difference and I mean that...” Murdock paused. “Now, we have a lot of work to do.... I want to dive in right away.... I am going to pass around cases. Some of these cases, which are already being worked on by students, have been mailed to us by inmates.... Now keep in mind that everyone in these folders have been proven guilty. Many of them are not innocent, so don’t go crazy about what some of these people were put away for. Some of it is grisly and disturbing.”
A large stack of legal brown folders plummeted onto the four or five conference tables and kept growing. Inevitably, the piles became unstable and toppled. Folders spilled everywhere. Students dealt the splayed folders across the table like playing cards. It was all the luck of the draw at this point. Caroline was filled with excitement at the down and dirty folders that came her way. What horrors might they contain? What reminders would they serve that her life was not that bad?
Each time Murdock left the classroom to go to his office, he astoundingly returned with more folders and reams of paper. The details of the cases were, as he promised: grisly and disturbing.

There was the accountant who killed his wife with a gun he purchased at K-Mart and then turned it on his infant children. There was a teenager who walloped his shop teacher over the head with a ball peen hammer at Perrysville High School--that one hit a little close to home as Perrysville was near West View. How about the woman who drowned all her children--she was particularly loathsome to consider. Then there was the crack addict who didn’t remember stabbing a prostitute, chopping her up and stuffing her into a fifty-five gallon drum in his backyard. That one turned heads and tightened knotted stomachs.

Before long, an undulating sea of manila folders, containing poorly typed and misspelled letters from inmates, crime photos, depositions, witness interviews, crime scene diagrams, court transcriptions and a sea of other documents--covered the tables. Students passed the cases from hand to hand and it all reminded Caroline of dam workers hoping to stop a flood by passing along sandbag after sandbag--only in this case the sandbags were folders filled with unimaginable crimes and horrors.
As the students examined the cases, Murdock explained some of the more promising ones--at least in terms of their potential innocence. His current team was on the verge of getting the Solomon Milliron case reopened, he explained.

Milliron was a biker doing life for a double murder stemming from a drug deal that went bad. A government informant, and fellow biker who rode with the Pythons out of Cleveland, gave false testimony in eye-witnessing Milliron at the scene of the murder. Milliron rode with the Punishers out of Pittsburgh. Ostensibly, the gangs were at odds with each other. However, it turned out Milliron could not have been at the place where and when the murder went down because when it happened he was in an Alabama drunk tank--the result of a pistol whipping he delivered to a cocktail server that had shut him off. It was clear that that informant had lied.

As reprehensible as the Milliron was, he simply could not be at both places at the same time. Despite these facts, he was awaiting his turn at the executioner’s hand.

Caroline raised her hand. She was the first in the entire class to ask a question. The class became quiet. Murdock seemed eager to hear what she had to say.

“So how do you feel about the death penalty Professor Murdock?” Caroline said with a natural confidence. She didn’t even look up from the case file that she was reading when she had asked the question. Murdock pondered the question and studied Caroline with a slight smile evident on his face.

“Why do you ask?” Murdock said.

“This guy I am reading about right now... Bastard was convicted of hiring someone to kill his ex-girlfriend. Her poor kid died because he was standing with his mom. He was only eight. Eight! Mother fucker!” She paused. The class became quiet. “Honestly, I think this prick deserves to die--if he did it. I don’t see how a burglar would have accidentally wandered into her house at that time... ” She grew louder. “For Christ’s sake, there is a picture of the kid here.”

Caroline stood up abruptly and turned to the class waving a black and white photo of a young boy that had been shot and left on the kitchen floor of his house. Caroline huffed and sat back down with a look of gloom passing across her face. She slammed the photo on the table. Murdock and the class all focused on Caroline. Caroline was shaking her head and now slide back in her seat.
Only the snapping of a student’s bubble gum and the trance inducing ballast hum of the fluorescent lights, broke the awkward silence. The folders had stopped their rotation. Caroline pounded the table. Anger flashed across her face. “What do you guys think? That kid never had a chance. I would throw the fucking switch myself on whoever did that to him.”

No one said a word.

Caroline gazed around the classroom, becoming distinctly aware that someone passed gas. Murdock’s nostrils flared, but if he was the culprit, he gave no indication other than a brief pause and wry wrinkle at the corner of his pinkish, narrow lips. Well, this class is going to be laid back.

Murdock, in blue jeans, put a dirty white Reebok up on the table. Ah, the source of the offending smell was revealed. Mashed into the shoe’s tread was dog poop, a cigarette butt, and grass clippings.
Murdock scratched his blond goatee. Caroline guessed the chin hair was the magical switch that kick-started the man’s brilliant brain. Dog poop on his shoe and all, Prof Murdock moved right along.
“There was this guy Red Dog who got into the Federal Witness Relocation program. New life. New identity... New Red Dog. Well, Red Dog befriended an elderly lady, Theresa Clemenceau. Everything was fine... In fact, he used to come over and baby sit Theresa’s granddaughter on occasion. Then one day, Red Dog went back to his old ways. The police found Mrs. Clemenceau with her head cut off, her ten-year-old granddaughter raped and left for dead in the basement. Red Dog wasn’t done yet. Nope. He went on a seven-state killing rampage that ended when the State of Alabama put enough juice through this sonuvabitch that could have powered the lights at Three Rivers Stadium.”
Murdock looked at her squarely, nodding, pausing for dramatic effect. Then, he turned to the rest of the class. “The world was safer the day they executed Red Dog.” Murdock said loudly. “So, Miss Friday, to answer you question, I would have to say that when it comes to the death penalty, I am on a case-by-case basis.” He paused, lingering on her for a moment with a look of pride. “Great question--now when did I step in dog shit?”

The class laughed. Caroline held back a smile, feeling uneasy. For the first time she realized that all the eyes in the class had turned toward her. Wow. When she launched her rant, she had been totally oblivious to anyone around her. Now she felt the presence of the entire class staring at her.
Murdock looked around the classroom, while wiping the bottom of his shoe tread off the sharp edge of a chair back. “You know in over twenty years not one person asked me that question--do you believe in the death penalty?”

He laughed, shook his head, and gazed proudly at Caroline. “They assumed they knew the answer,” Murdock said, now pacing the room. He stared up, scratching his goatee once again. “Hell, even I assumed I knew my own answer, but sometimes an answer can be surprising, or not entirely what you suspect. There is never an answer to an unasked question. Sometimes the toughest questions we need to ask are the ones we should ask to ourselves.”

Caroline listened through the remainder of the three-hour class as Professor Murdock explained all tricks of the trade and how prosecutors routinely cut deals with crack addicts, hookers or lunatics simply to get testimony that might put somebody away for good. He described a fraud called “Jumping on the Bus” where convicts memorized details of privileged cases, leaked no doubt by privileged eyes, and gave prosecutors affirmations of unproven facts in exchange for leniency or reduced sentences. Caroline found it riveting and fascinating. It astounded her that the legal system worked in such a way.

Murdock left the room and the class to decide what cases they wanted to investigate for the semester. There were about five tables of students in all. Each table had about four or five students and would constitute an investigative team. The task at hand was for each to team to pick a case to investigate. In that regards, the members of each team were the result of pure luck. She looked at the students at her table.

Brad Church was tall, lanky, and nerdy. He appeared very cerebral in nature, but seemed tired and disinterested in picking a case. She noted he took the opportunity to get a head start on his accounting homework instead of focusing on the cases in front of them. Caroline was reasonably sure Brad was also in her Accounting 101 class.

Ryan Billings sat next to him. He was a cute and attractive jock type. Right now he was preoccupied making inappropriate jokes about the cases he read. He donned a Point Park baseball hoodie, jeans and a Pittsburgh Pirates ball cap turned backwards. It seemed his best qualities would be served up in being invited to a fun frat party. She turned to the other student, Carly Gucci.

Carly was cut from the same stock that made Caroline and she immediately felt a liking for her. She was slender, wore really tight dark jeans, and a teeshirt that revealed a slim midriff featuring a belly button piercing and several ornamental floral tattoos. Her hair was cut short like a boys and had red streaks in it. She chewed gum loudly and when Caroline made eye contact, she was already smiling back. This would be a friend for sure.

Carly slid her chair closer to Caroline and together they started taking notes on the cases. Meanwhile, the boys were goofing around laughing at stuff they were looking at. Mostly it was Ryan making the obscene jokes. Brad seemed like the typical wet blanket nerd who laughed when required by a much cooler friend. Ryan looked at her a couple times attempting to make eye contact with her, but Caroline only would return a skeptical, if not dismissive look. He was cute, but she wasn’t easy.
After fifteen minutes or so, Caroline’s serious demeanor managed to finally get the boys attention and they all started rummaging through the folders. Caroline and Carly paid the most attention while the boys laughed at several nude photos of corpses. Ryan seemed to enjoy watching Carly take charge, and assume her role as a natural leader. Carly took meticulous notes. Finally, Brad put his accounting homework away and turned his focus to the task of helping out.

It was time to pick a case.

Although Murdock said any case across the nation was open to their Innocence Institute project, he preferred local ones. Local cases would be convenient in terms of resources and they helped politically too. It never hurt, Murdoch explained, when their efforts went noticed by the Point Park University board and the City of Pittsburgh. Towards those ends, he planned to pen a couple stories about their efforts and progress along the way. The school loved that kind of publicity and it helped when it came to funding and budget allocations, he explained.

Of all the cases that passed across her place at the table, one stood out in particular to Caroline:

Doverspike and Gibb, Death Row, 1983

There was something unusually familiar about those names. She had heard those names sometime before, long ago. She opened the folder and immediately remembered why the names sounded so familiar: both men were convicted of the murder of Lawrence and Eva Goodman-Bingham. It was a local case. She knew of the Bingham family.

Her Dad had catered a private party at the Bingham’s house a few years before he and his wife were murdered. Caroline was too young to care, but when this murder happened, it was big news in Pittsburgh. She remembered that was all her parents would talk about for one summer. They were such nice people, her Mom would say. Great tipper, her Dad had lamented. Of course, Caroline was thirteen when it happened.

"Let's do the Bingham murder,” Caroline said, to the students at her table. She slapped it down on top of the pile of folders. Once again that natural surge of enthusiasm and gusto percolated to the top of her personality. The other students at her table seemed to not really care too much about the case they selected. It seemed like Caroline had saved them work to do so they all agreed.

“Why that one?” Carly asked.

“I don’t know.” Caroline smiled, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear. “It sounds like a fun case I guess."

Carly laughed at her. “Fun? Okay, let’s have some fun then. I like a fun time.”

Caroline continued rummaging through grisly murder black-and-whites of burnt bodies. What a tragedy. The Binghams had it all and it was taken away from them by two locals--Rusty Gibb and Mark Doverspike. Of course, they both claimed they had nothing to do with the killings.

She looked at pictures of Gibb and Doverspike. Both looked like they could be any average working class, middle-aged males loafing in West View. Although, Rusty had more of nice guy appearance whereas Mark had mean look in his eyes. According to prosecutors, the men killed the Binghams because of a drug deal gone bad. However, there was no physical evidence connecting them to the crime. No clothing fibers, blood stains or other tangible evidence. Moreover, they claimed they both didn’t even know Veronica Westfall, the woman that claimed she knew about their plans ahead of time and was there when they did it. So this millionaire couldn’t pay for his weed? In a rather sad twist of fate, it looked like half their work was done. Mark was shivved in prison and died several years after sentencing.  Rusty was on Pennsylvania’s Death Row waiting out his turn at Graterford State Prison in Graterford, Pennsylvania. He wrote letters often, proclaiming his innocence.

Murdock, who had been silently observing Caroline from the front of the room, smiled like he had discovered a long lost daughter. While most of the class seemed befuddled by her carefree and nonchalant perusing of the murder photos, Bill Murdock had a knowing look in his eye. Students like Caroline Friday didn’t come along often, not even once every ten years, but he knew when a gem had been uncovered.

Caroline studied the contents of the manila folder, her mind furiously working on the details, already taking notes, underlining text and dissecting testimony, breaking down the events of the murder in her mind. Little did she know it would be some time before she would ever close that manila folder again.

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Matt De Reno is a fiction writer living in Pittsburgh. He also works as a product manager for an aerospace and automotive publications company. When not writing fiction, you might find him chasing his disobedient dog down the street. 
You can learn more about Matt and the Midas Protocol at scratchwriting.com

Monday, September 24, 2018

Framed Memory

“when did we become friends?”
-Wanda Coleman

Polkadots and feathers fill my head
as I pack my photographs in dusty boxes,
hauling them into the attic.

I listen as the floorboards speak.
I hear their whispers to one another,
their breath blowing onto my feet.
My skin chills with each step,
their cold words tattooed onto my skin.

I place the box onto a pile of magazines,
Vanity Fair, Cosmo, Vogue.
Dust floats like feathers,
tinted sunlight breaking through the window.

I pull a photograph out of the box
and stare as dust settles on the frame.
Two girls jump on a bed, pillows raised high.
Their feet curled up and their hair standing tall.
They’re floating, like the feathers, like the dust.
Time stands still, paused, frozen.

I place the photograph back in the box
and fold the tabs on the top.
As I walk away, I listen to the boards continue
their whispering, talking behind my back
like two little girls gossiping
at a sleepover.


Cassandra Skweres is a junior at Pittsburgh CAPA 6-12 located in Downtown Pittsburgh. She has been attending CAPA since 6th grade and will be continuing to study literary until she graduates. Cassandra enjoys to write, dance, sing, and do photography. 

Musings for Moms - A Little Kindness goes a Long Way

Here we are again, smack day in the beginning of a new school year, okay - okay, we are a good month into the process and I am still trying to get the routine in order.

This year both boys are going to school all day - every school day.  The youngest just starting kindergarten.   The boys love their teachers and everything is going well so far... the biggest challenges this year packing a extra lunch for an extremely picky eater and making sure the right kid has his library books to return or gym clothes on (because they have these things on different days of the week).

The oldest really hasn't had any homework this year - which is great - one less thing to worry about at the end of the work/school day.  The youngest gets minimal homework - he is learning how to read, so... there is expected review.

This school year also brought a lot of reconfiguration to our school district... before the boys would have been in the same school - now they are in different ones... and while I am not as familiar with the one school yet (I am working on it) they are both great school. 

Both schools have this message posted where all students can see... It really makes me sad that kids can be so cruel to others for being different... And it's not just the kids - there are parents who are just as cruel...

In elementary school - I went to a catholic school... I switched to a public school in seventh grade.  I was a shy kid that new hardly anyone... there was a handful of kids I knew from my catholic school - but I wasn't in their classes... I made friends, some of which I still talk to this day.

High school came around and I came into my own... got contacts, died my hair eggplant - listened to The Cure, The Chili Peppers, and The Jesus and Mary Chain... wore big, baggy clothes... I wasn't an athlete, nor did I play an instrument... I was just me...

No one treated me like I was different though.  No one treated me without kindness... and I treated everyone with respect, well... until they didn't deserve that respect any longer... but I wasn't mean... there was this guidance concealer I had an issue with because he didn't want to give me a study hall because I would have had two... I had all other required classes taken - and I didn't want to take Home Ec.  He basically told me that since I was a girl...

I digress,  I try to make sure my kids know to be nice and respectful in school.  Not to bully other kids and for the youngest - not to flip the finger to anyone - When they are playing soccer - to try their best - they might come across players that are better than them (or you know should be in a different division but their coach likes to stack his numbers with wins)... they might come across players that are worse than them...

I want them to be the nice kid, to be helpful and respectful - but... BUT I don't want them to walked over and I think they both know the difference... when they are being helpful vs when they are being taken advantage of.

There might be a kid out there that is struggling with life, but your kid might be the one that is nice and helps the struggling one... who knows what a little kindness can do.

But am I Beautiful on the Inside?



Rebekah Skweres - Pittsburgh Capa for Visual Arts student.  I was drawing it when I felt that I was making art that was decent and aesthetically pleasing, but I was transitioning to a new school and felt I was bothering too many people because I didn’t know what I was doing. I felt like I was burdening others in asking too much. I was also in the process of improving drawing the side profile from memory. This piece is titled as the quote inside it, “But am I beautiful on the inside?”

Thursday, September 20, 2018

Maria - Fall 2018


Maria Anderson is a stay at home mom. She has olive skin, long brown hair, and a bubbly personality. Women envy her for her slender figure; she always looks refreshed, and well kept. Ralph Anderson, Maria’s husband, is the owner of Ralph’s Auto Body Shop. The community raves about his exceptional work and fair pricing.  Ralph is quite handsome; ladies practically throw themselves at him. Maria surprisingly laughs. She knows Ralph would never leave her. Their relationship is strong, healthy, and far from boring.
They have three adorable boys under the age of ten. Noah is the oldest. He is eight years old and loves to skateboard. Jacob is the middle child and is six years old and loves to read comic books. Ethan is the youngest child. He just turned three last week. Ethan looks up to his older brothers immensely. Noah and Jacob really enjoy hanging out with Ethan, most of the time. Ethan gets so excited whenever his older brothers suggest making obstacle courses for his gazillion matchbox cars.
The Anderson family lives in a home that captures the early 1900 charm in Long Beach, California. Ralph works countless hours to be able to afford the mortgage. Ralph would do anything to ensure the happiness and safety of his family. Maria knows how hard her husband works. That’s why she always makes sure the house is spotless, the kids are decently behaved, and Ralph always has a delicious meal waiting for him at dinnertime. Ralph is always amazed how clean the house is when he gets home, with his three rambunctious boys you would think that was far from possible. He always raves to his customers about Maria’s cooking.
On Tuesday and Thursday evenings Sophia, a neighbor to the Andersons, babysits the boys so Maria can have some me time.  Maria really enjoys taking the hour-long yoga class on the beach, it’s just enough time for her to refresh. Plus, it’s only a three-minute drive from their house. Maria decided to take a few extra minutes after class to plop herself in the sand and reflect on how lucky she is. Maria has a family that is happy and healthy and would not trade her life for anyone else’s.
As the sun starts to set, Maria decides to brush the sand off of herself and heads towards her vintage navy-blue VW bug. Maria was going North on Pacific Avenue, not having a care in the world. The windows were down and the wind was blowing thru her long beautiful hair. She was at a red light waiting to make a left onto W 7th Street. Maria looks in her mirror and notices a green pickup truck slightly swerving and not slowing down. Maria has nowhere to go. She was stuck. All she could do was brace for impact and pray. The sounds of smashing metal, screeching tires, and car horns were filling the air with noise pollution. Two other cars were in front of Maria and it created a domino effect. First her head bounces forcefully off the steering wheel. Immediately she felt a warm liquid ooze from her forehead and start to trickle down her face. Maria becomes lightheaded. It was getting harder for her to breath because of the broken ribs that punctured her lungs.
The once polished antique VW beetle now looks like a beat-up accordion with steam spewing out of the mangled hood of the car. Emergency vehicle sirens were blasting thru the streets. Sophia and the boys saw the emergency vehicles whip past the house. Sophia’s stomach dropped. She knew those sirens were for Mrs. Anderson. Maria was never fifteen minutes late; maybe a couple minutes late here and there, but never fifteen.
Ralph was getting ready to put the finishing touches on a red 1964 Mercury Parklane when his cell phone started to ring. He looked at his phone and did not recognize the phone number. Despite not recognizing the number, he had a feeling he needed to answer this phone call. “Hello” Ralph says concern in his voice. “Hi, this is Dr. Johnson from Memorial Care Health Systems.” Ralphs heart started to beat forcefully out of his chest. Tears started to form in his eyes. “Maria was in a car accident. She has been admitted into the ICU. Her injuries are pretty extensive.” Ralph hung up the phone and bolted out the door. He told Anthony to lock up the shop. Maria was in a bad accident. His mind was spinning and couldn’t believe this was happening. He quickly called Sophia and told her what happened to Maria. “Whatever you do Sophia do not tell the boys what happened. I want to tell them. I will call my parents to see if they can watch the boys for the rest of the evening. Ugh I have to tell Maria’s parents somehow. Anyways I know you have school tomorrow so I do not want to burden you with this. Thank you for everything.”
When Ralph gets to the ICU, he starts to fall apart even more. A patient coded and some of the staff is running past him. Among the ruckus a lady pops up from behind the counter and asks Ralph who he was looking for? “Ah, Ma Maria Anderson,” Ralph replies. “Mr. Anderson please have a seat over in the waiting room” said the woman. Ralph absolutely loses it “Why can’t I see my wife? Where is she? I need to see her?” In the middle of his rant Maria’s parents arrive. They briskly walk over to him and try to calm him down. Somehow, they magically got him to head over to the waiting room. An hour has passes, Marias family is exhausted and irritable. Dr. Johnson walks over to them and says “I am sorry. I am afraid Maria has passed. Her injuries were extensive and we were able to make her comfortable. About an hour ago she took a turn for the worst and we were unable to revive her.” Ralph felt like he was shot in the heart; he was in shock. Maria’s parents started to break down and hysterically cry. Their lives forever changed.
Natalie is the author of The Many Colors of Natalie, a book of poetry.  She holds an associates degree in Specialized Technology Le Cornon Bleu Pastry Arts and in her spare time is an artist and percussionist.

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Letter from the Editor - Summer 2018

Hello All,

Hope everyone is surviving the summer... man do I love this weather... well, except for all the flooding... the warm weather and sunshine though... I love it!

I decided to push back this issue a few weeks simply because we had all of those great pieces from the third grade put in and wanted to give them proper viewing time... not that they will be taken down, but they won't be front and center any more...

This issue is filled with some of my favorite writing people... I hope you enjoy it...

And as always... Please send in your submissions... holidaycafe.nicole@gmail.com

thanks
Nicole

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Distracted

for C.K. Williams

Charles, forgive me for I am distracted and the peculiar wolfish light
of your poems has been refracted by my moony frame of my mind.

My inattention to the minuscule detail daubed into the grain of the page
I'll compare laughably to Hamlet's inability to kill a king,

to the howling winds of Elsinore keep, to the brazen windy farts
of an off-, off-, very off-Broadway audience, say the Bowery, say Fayette County;

the rain pearling at the window and the pliant resigned mews of a white
cat in a denim lap wage a hushed war conscripting my wife's arsenal

of potted plants and the relentless sizzling explosions strafing the skillet
under her expert hand and the lovely red rain of spices that glimmer

down into the wide black eye of the dinner pan; the peppery aroma
redolent of her humid breath and the late summer nights in Baltimore

when the curtains were left lashed and the neighbor across the way
got a good look at our shared red skin; Charles, let's pinkie swear

someday to share a summer solstice, hold it between us like a document,
the terms of my surrender bold as the signature of a founding father,

your words measured as a tailor's tape no longer groping at the smooth
face of my negligence, my dreams no longer of Anna but of the lesser vagaries of art.



Kristofer Collins is the Books Editor for Pittsburgh Magazine and the publisher of Low Ghost Press.

The Rumproller

There is a great banging coming from inside the brewery,
while out here in the sun my blood knocks at the blue
ceilings of my veins like an irate tenant in the apartment
one floor down unprepared for that first blast of Lee
Morgan's trumpet as The Rumproller kicks off its assault
on the funk-deprived asses of Butler Street. The outdoor
benches are bare of shade and the spring-shocked trees
of Allegheny Cemetery, absent their green regalia
stand there in a stupor. Goddamn, it's really gonna happen!
The winter has donned its shabby hat and shown itself
the door. They arrive like Romero's contribution
to our everlasting pulp canon. The sun and this last day
of March crawling around their faces, ready for renewal,
eager for sex and the gauzy delinquent decisions of warm days
and warmer more spectacular nights. A nod is all we need
to say we survived. The world didn't end, and that was not
guaranteed. Touch my hand, put your hand to my cheek.
I'm so happy to see you again. The sun is shaking its
beautiful fat ass all across the sky. Etiquette demands
we do the same.

Kristofer Collins is the Books Editor for Pittsburgh Magazine and the publisher of Low Ghost Press.

Grandmothers

(from Costa Rica)


I slump in the lookout, resting swollen feet
on a rattan seat. Baggies of ice are sweating
over my vanished ankles. The humidity
of hours at a pasteboard desk, or hereditary
tremors of my ever-enlarging heart?

Is it because I am thinking about grandmothers,
their habits and leftovers? Metaphorical stockings
rolled below my knees, agéd heels of memory propped
on a pouffe printed with gold cedars of Lebanon,
or a footstool draped with delicate Italian lace.

As my friend Jo Ann, a grandmother, slid into coma
at the flower mountain hospital—Montefiore—
she roared in her final sleep. Browned spotted arms
stretched tight, skin of an antique drum. But her feet,
uncovered—so fragile, arched like a martyred saint.

Angele Ellis’s latest book is Under the Kaufmann’s Clock (Six Gallery Press), a hybrid prose and poetry valentine to her adopted city, with photos by Rebecca Clever. She also is author of Spared (A Main Street Rag Editors’ Choice Chapbook), and Arab on Radar (Six Gallery), whose poems won her a fellowship from the PA Council on the Arts.

Reflections on a Vase

After Rilke’s “Archaic Torso of Apollo”

Museum sculptures glow like lamps at dusk.
My guttering spark
departs this world’s archaic brilliance.

I am that cheap amphora
turned by machine to gore its sides.
A clichéd female curve
below a gaping mouth.

What florists dust on whatnot shelves
for wan refrigerated buds
and spores of baby’s breath.

My vessel carries brittle stalks
in its restricted borders,
brown spires like frozen seaweed
without the ocean’s thunder, 

the burnt sienna of November.
Deader than dead,
one branch points inward

its accusing finger. Dickens’ third ghost
seeing my future: a deserted grave.
Here, there is nothing that sees me.
You must change your life—but how?

Angele Ellis’s latest book is Under the Kaufmann’s Clock (Six Gallery Press), a hybrid prose and poetry valentine to her adopted city, with photos by Rebecca Clever. She also is author of Spared (A Main Street Rag Editors’ Choice Chapbook), and Arab on Radar (Six Gallery), whose poems won her a fellowship from the PA Council on the Arts.

Celebrating Life

Since 2003, the month of June has, for me, been a reminder of my grandparents’ deaths. Every year, I find myself marking the anniversary of their departures from this world and thinking about how their passing has impacted my life. My Pap passed away a week after I graduated high school and his death marked the beginning of a difficult transition into adulthood. My grandmother followed twelve years and two days later, making me realize that I no longer had a single grandparent living, and that I had taken their presence for granted. To this day, I still feel their absence every time I drive by their old house, eat traditional Slovak food, or hear Unchained Melody on the radio.

And while June has been emotionally significant for me in a negative sense, I'm only recently realizing that it doesn’t have to be. Because June was significant for my grandparents for other reasons – reasons that I’ve always known but for some reason have been overlooking for more than a decade.

June was also a month for celebrating life -- they were both born in June and got married in June. It was a month for family, for fun, and for love, celebrating three important events often at once as they were in such close succession – June 7th, June 15th, and June 16th marked Gram’s birthday, Pap’s birthday, and their anniversary.

So instead of thinking about the pain and the difficult changes their deaths brought to my family and my life, I want to try to focus on celebrating their legacy.  Both of my grandparents were children of Czech immigrants. They grew up with little to no luxuries, living in small homes and sharing and ethnic food with over a dozen brothers and sisters between the two of them. They met when they were thirteen and fourteen, married in the early fifties, and raised five children in a house full of love and Czech phrases and curse words that are still muttered by surviving generations.

Some of the best memories from my childhood and teen years were listening to them tell stories about growing up in the aftermath of the Great Depression, exploring the then-open fields of West Mifflin where Gypsies roamed in the summer, and finding buried treasure in what is now Kennywood’s parking lot. I loved hearing them talk about their immigrant parents, mimicking the Slovakian accents with fondness. My grandma often told funny stories that came along with raising five children, and my pap had plenty to share when it came to him working in the steel mills that put Pittsburgh on the map.

I remember spending countless nights sleeping over in their big, old house, watching Gram make homemade nut rolls, pierogis, and chicken noodle soup, and watching Pap tend his giant garden and fiddle with the antiques he collected and occupied most of the basement and attic.
I remember the warm, bright days that were unmistakably June - a month for celebrating Father’s Day, attending graduation parties, and going to Kennywood picnics. The amusement park always held a special place in my pap’s heart, as he and Gram spent many nights dancing under the old band shell and squishing together in old-fashioned photo booths for black and white pictures.
June was a month of sitting at picnic tables, eating barbecue and cake, splashing in Gram and Pap’s Koi pond, getting dirty playing in their yard, climbing trees and swinging on the swing set. It was a month for celebration, full of love, and full of life.

So as June circles by on the calendar again this year, I’ll try not to cry over their absence, but smile and laugh as I celebrate their beautiful lives.

Stacy is a 2003 graduate of West Mifflin Area High School and has completed two courses with The Institute of Children’s Literature. She writes novels for teenagers and adults, both of which can be found on Amazon. Stacy lives in Munhall with her husband and fur kid, and besides writing, enjoys reading, Penguins hockey, and traveling.

Musings for Moms: Summer 2018

Here we are readers, almost two-thirds of summer break is over... and I have to say, I am a bit saddened by it.  Mostly because I am not ready to let go of summer yet.  I am not ready to pack lunches, help with homework (common core math - you know where you can go!) or wear sweaters and winter coats yet.  I am a lover of the hot weather and sunshine, not the bitter cold and gloomy overcast sky.

I get it though, it's tough to keep the kids entertained for three months during the summer.  This summer both of my boys were signed up for a day camp.  It's a few hours a day for five weeks.  There are field trips, get to play sports, run around the playground and crafts.  And when it is ridiculously hot outside, they turn the sprinklers on for the kids.

The boys and I have been venturing out this summer, now that they are getting older and napping is no longer a thing (well, mostly) it is getting a little easier to go places... Well, mostly... not going to lie, if they aren't excited about doing something - all hell breaks loose, but if they are, then a good time is had by all.



First new thing we did this summer was take a double decker bus tour of the city.  Yes, there are double decker buses in Pittsburgh!  The tour is nearly three hours long and takes you from the South Side, Station Square, North Side, Downtown, Oakland and a lot of stuff in between.  Granted we probably went on a day we should have been in the air conditioning.  It was in the mid-upper 80's but it was my birthday and we were going to have some adventure to celebrate it.  Granted we all stunk and had ridiculous amounts of sweat in every crack and crevasse, but it was worth it, we got milkshakes afterwards to cool off... win-win if you ask me. 

We all liked it and I was able to tell the boys various things on our journey like, at one time I used to work here or your dad worked here, this is where I work now and oh this is where dad and I got married.  We also learned some interesting facts like there are FOUR rivers in Pittsburgh - not three!  Yep, you read that right...

We have gone to the movies a few times this summer already.  Most recently we have seen The Incredibles movie.  We gorged on popcorn (one small loaded with butter for the older boy (just like his dad), one large without butter for me and my mini) and icees.  Is it just me or does everyone else think the prices at the concession stand are ridiculous?!  I mean our snacks were more than the three movie tickets!

We reclined back (yes, our movie theater has leather recliner seats... it is amazing!)  and watched the movie which picks up right where the first one left off 14 years ago.  That's all I will say about that, because I don't want to ruin it for anyone who might not have seen it yet.

The most recent thing we did was go to the Carnegie Science Center to see The Art of the Brick by
Nathan Sawaya ... The exhibit is very awesome - and if you get a chance to check it out before it is gone, you most certainly should.  I cannot even begin to fathom how many legos were used for the entire exhibit nor can I imagine how much super glue was used ...

We also got to see the Vintage Grand Prix races, which are always fun.  The boys will be going back to the science center for a camp field trip and to the movies as well.  As for us, I want to get a trip in to Kennywood and our family vacation then it will be all about Kindergarten orientation and back to school ... But we are making memories that hopefully will last their lifetimes... and that is what is important.




Submerging, a review by Rachael Bindas

Submerging, a small literary magazine based in Patterson, NY, intricately weaves short stories, poetry, and photography together into one seamless publication. The nostalgic black-and-white photographs perfectly complement the writing, enhanced by publication’s glossy cardstock.

The Summer 2018 issue is titled, “Where are we in the story.” The issue focuses on characters and speakers at various stages of their lives, and the personal introspection that comes with each stage of life. In “Jobs and Teeth” by Jude Vachon, the narrator reflects on how jobs can spoil like bad teeth: “Sometimes they have to come out, they’re rotten.” The reader gains the sense that the narrator teeters on the edge of a precipice, craving a dramatic change but not quite fulfilling that desire.

Threaded together by feelings of loneliness, the stories and poems are intermixed, rather than being separated by genre. The result is an experience of harmonious, uninterrupted reading and appreciation. Each story and poem shares in a collective sense of uncertainty. You know where your characters are in their individual stories, but you do not necessarily know where their stories may lead.

Rachael Bindas is a freelance writer and editor from Pittsburgh, PA. She focuses mainly on fiction, but still harbors a deep love for poetry. Her work has been featured in Moledro Magazine, Aeons, The Curious Element Magazine, and The Holiday Cafe.

Lucy's Italian Bakery

Lucy’s Italian Bakery is a quaint little bakery with giant store front windows. There are shelves, in the windows, filled with delicious traditional Italian pastries. There are rows of Panettone wrapped in cellophane with giant red bows tied around each one. Sfogliatella that looks so flakey and delicious. They are delicately placed on white rectangular platters. The Bombolone are stacked mile high on a cake platter with a light dusting of powder sugar.   Custard oozing down the sides of a few of these fluffy doughnuts.
The bakery storefront always creates pedestrian traffic on Hazelwood Avenue to come to a standstill. Everyone stops to look at the beautiful dessert displays. People start to drool if they look at the delicious desserts to long. The sweet aromas coming from the bakery can be smelled for miles.
Lucy, the owner of the bakery, is practically a town celebrity. She is a big boned Italian woman with thick black hair that she always wears in a victory roll. People describe her as classy and conservative but, don’t try to cross her because that would be a battle you would never win. There is the legendary story of Giuseppe Russo, the neighborhood boy who tried to rob the bakery at gun point. He failed miserably. Lucy had a rolling pin near the register and wacked him so hard over the head he saw stars. Giuseppe tried to get away, but he was so disoriented the cops were able to catch him on Gladstone Street which is a few blocks from the bakery. Lucy gladly pressed charges.
Lucy even banned the Ricci family from her bakery because they said her “pizzelles are too crispy.” Lucy started waving her hands and screaming “how are they to crispy? The pizzelles aren’t even burnt! Get out of here and don’t come back.” Within 24 hours she posted a picture of the Ricci family on the front door and wrote banned in big bold black letters.
This bakery is her life. She had lost her husband Norman during WWII. Norman was a tall lanky kind of man and everyone can remember him for his whimsical sense of humor. Norman was a Military Police Officer. He was guarding his post one night and the Germans ambushed his post. Norman was shot several times. Amazingly enough he did not die because of the gunshot wounds he died due to a bad infection. The doctors did what they could for him, but it was not enough. Lucy was devastated when she got the news, but she refused to sit around and mope. Six months after Norman’s death she opened Lucy’s bakery.
Lucy is very close with her family. When she told her family, she wanted to open an Italian bakery her father was too drunk to care, which was typical. He just mumbled something and continued to drink his wine. Her mother gives her a big hug and said in broken English, “I support you.” Nickolas and Joseph, her older protective brothers, volunteered to help to do most of the leg work. Such as finding the location, help make the renovations, and making sure no one tried to scam her. Just being typical protective older brothers.
Jenny, her younger sister, was hit by a trolley car a few years earlier and lost part of her hearing. She thought Lucy said she wanted to open a French Creperie.  Jenny jumped up in such excitement and said “Lu, I love crepes! How can I help?” Lucy looked at Jenny like she had ten heads and said in an irritated tone “what’s a matter with you? I said Italian Bakery not a French Creperie!” Everyone busts out laughing.
On December 14, 1942, Lucy’s Bakery had its grand opening just in time for the Christmas rush. Jenny does a great job handling the customers at the counter, despite her not being to fully hear the customers. Items are flying off the shelves. Lucy frantically tries to keep everything stocked. The cannoli sold out within the first hour of the store opening. No one was surprised that the cannoli’s sold out so quickly. Lucy used the recipe her great grandmother has passed down to the family for generations. The customers and passer-bys were raving how great everything tasted, looked, and smelled. The line was out the door and around the block. Lucy had hoped her bakery would be successful, after that first day, it looked as if her dreams would come true.
Jenny and Lucy were preparing to close the shop for the day. Joe came busting thru the doors carrying a giant jug of red wine. He said “let’s celebrate!” Lucy and Jenny locked the doors, kicked their shoes off, and started to drink right out of the jug. They looked exhausted, but not regretting their decision of starting this business and looking forward to the future success of the bakery.
Every Sunday the bakery was closed. Lucy attended mass with her family at St. Stephens Catholic Church. She always donated pastries to Father Falcone and the nuns. They were always grateful for the donation. After mass she would head back to Mama’s house for a Sunday spaghetti feast.

Natalie is the author of The Many Colors of Natalie, a book of poetry.  She holds an associates degree in Specialized Technology Le Cornon Bleu Pastry Arts and in her spare time is an artist and percussionist.

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

Special Issue

Recently I had the pleasure of going to my son's school and giving a little presentation on what I do here and writing in general.

Let me tell you, having 80 pairs of third grade eyes focused in on your every word (or I will pretend it was my every word as I know attention spans of 8 and 9 year olds aren't that long) is a bit nerve-wracking for this girl.  I have always said - I'm a writer not a public speaker.

I muddled my way through, with my kid by my side... who told me if I passed out he would not (I repeat would not) finish the presentation for me... he would however call an ambulance... so I guess that's a bonus.  At least my kid loves me enough to call for help - but he won't finish what I started... HA!

At the end of my little presentation the kids asked questions - very good questions, and while I may have forgotten that I wrote the Little Liam Series (nerves, I tell you) after My Crazy Life, we spent a good deal of time talking about what my favorite part of doing this was and what I didn't like and writing in general.

I think they got a real kick out of the fact I once wrote an article arguing that aliens created the pyramids in Egypt.

To tie this whole thing into part of their career curriculum they were given an assignment the day following my presentation. 

Their assignment was to write the following "If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?"  I am going to post their responses...  They are pretty awesome!

Special thank you to their teachers, principal and guidance counselor for letting me do this project and also to Holly who came up with the idea to have career speakers talk to the classes.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Raina

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a children's book writer because I am a kid.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Bryan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I'd be a fiction writer because having to know or do stuff to write nonfiction is tough, and just writing fiction is just whatever comes to mind.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jordyn

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a book writer because you can write funny things nonfiction.  You get to write and learn about new and real things.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Landon

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

Holiday writer because I can type words on a computer.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jacob S

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a fantasy writer because I can make up what I want it to be about.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Sophia

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a children's writer because I would probably like writing fiction books because they are funnier than nonfiction.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Ty

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

Blogger because you can do almost everything.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - TJ

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a comic (book) writer.  I like comics and I wrote a couple before.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Layla

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would want to write fiction books because they are funny and they give you some true information.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Lexi

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I'd be a nonfiction writer because I like more truth than fiction.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Joshua

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would liek to write fiction books because you can think about anything you want to happen.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Nathan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

A blogging writer because you can write a lot of things.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Savannah

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

An author because I like writing fiction books and there hard to draw.  I like (the) challenge when I draw.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jaydon T

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a (non)fiction (writer) because I would make it based on a true story and because I like drawing kids books and picture.  I am very good at drawing pictures and it would be fun.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Elijah

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be an author because I like writing.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Aiyana

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would write children's chapter books because I can write mystery books and there's pictures.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jayden

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

Be a fiction writer about BMX.  Because I like BMX bikes.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jordan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I'd be a book writer because you get to design pictures and make up the story.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jaxon

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

Yes, I could be an editor because you could edit cool stuff.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Sommer

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

Yes, (if) I could, I would be a fiction writer because I love fiction books.  They are funny and it teaches you a lesson.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Allison

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a writer.  I would like to write stories to make kids laugh.  I would love to challenge myself to think of really good ideas.  My least favorite part would be rejecting people too.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Emma

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I were a writer, I would write fiction because I think it is easy to write.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Viola

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would write fiction books about 4th grade and how terrible it is and then I would make another story with the same character except how he is in 5th grade and more interesting things are happening.  I would try to make these books funny as possible and as interesting as possible.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Dominica

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I could be a writer, I would write chapter books for kids.  And they would be picture books.  I would also write small baby books.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Maddix

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would write about video games because I love video games.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Mia

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be a kid's book writer because I love all the funny stuff it says, it is fiction so you can make up whatever you want to make kids laugh and enjoy the book.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Bella

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I had to be a writer I would be a writer.  I would be an illustrator.  I want to be an illustrator because I like to draw.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Nicole

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be an entertaining writer because I like to make people laugh and entertain people so they aren't bored.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jacob R

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a publisher and write war comics.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Lizzy

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be an entertaining writer.  I want to be an entertainment writer because I'd like to write about outside of the box ideas like pink fluff cotton candy clouds and it was out in space and the first astronaut that traveled to space ATE ALL THE COTTON CANDY.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Ryan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a comic (book) writer because lots of kids these days like comics and I like drawing pictures bubbles with words.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Nathaniel

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a nonfiction writer because I like sports and I would have been a sports writer for adults and children.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Aiva

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I want to be an author because I love writing.  It is my favorite thing to do when I am bored.  It is so so fun!  What other peoples ideas are for their books.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Gigi

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be an author and maybe an illustrator because I want to write the words of the book and I want to draw the pictures (for) the book.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Tyler

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be a book writer.  I would be a book writer because I like books.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Emily

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a chapter book writer because I think chapter books are great and I've always wanted to write one.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Gavin

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would love to make comic books and why because you do not have to come up with ideas.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Andrew

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a super hero book writer.  I would because there are a lot of cool things super heroes do.  I do karate so I know some cool moves.  That's why I would write about super heroes.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Miguel

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

An illustrator because I like to draw and I like to create stuff.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jake

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer I would be a typewriter because if my hands get tired, I can barely write so instead of moving my hand muscles, I would move my finger muscles.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Lucas

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would write comic books because I read Captain Underpants and they make comics in it.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Charlotte

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a comic book writer because those books have a lot of pictures and they're short.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Kaylin

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a fiction writer because you could make up stuff and entertain kids.  Like you could make up a book about fairies and it would be entertaining.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Rohan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be an author because I can write nonfiction, fiction, fantasy and other types of genres.  I could write my own stories in fiction and fantasy.  I could write true things like new dwarf planet books in nonfiction.  That is why I would (just) be an author type of writer. 

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Katie

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a poem writer because they are short and easy and fun.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Chloe E.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would write chapter books because I really enjoy those kinds of books.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Theodore

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a comic book writer because my friend Lucas and I are really good at making comic books.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Eva

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a children's book writer.  Because I love to make fictional books and I love to draw.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Addison

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be a fiction one because I like to read fiction stories now.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Kaylee

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would want to write fiction books because I have a huge imagination and because it is way easier than looking up research.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jacob C

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

A funny writer because I like comedy and funny things.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Michael

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

What type of writer would I be is just a normal writer.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Colton

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

Chapter books because it sends out the Avenger in it. 

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Delaney

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I could be a writer, I would be a person who thinks of ideas because I have a good imagination.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Kolten

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a sports writer because I like basketball and I (would) like to see Michael Jordan because he is famous and best basketball (player) ever.  I also (would) like to interview Sidney Crosby #87 for the Penguins and see his opinion about the Washington Flyers. 

I think they are terrible.  I hate them.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Donnie

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be a comic book writer.  I always come up with ideas.  I write comics and my brother illustrates them.  I want to mainly (write them) because I love comics and action.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Riley

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would want to be an animal author because I want to help kids and adults learn about animals and tell everyone their survival abilities and what they like to eat, and about their habits.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Brenna

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would be a children's writer because I love to see little kids faces when they see the books from me and my friend in my school's library.  So I love to write books.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Chole

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a kids book author because there are a lot of children in the world, (including) baby books and up to third grade.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Nathan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a sport writer because I think it would be fun to have an interview with athletes all over the world and make a book about the athletes.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Liam

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I were a writer, I would write sport writings because I want to meet the pro sport players.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Easton

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a sports writer because I like to watch the games and think they are exciting.  I would like to meet Antonio Brown and like to see what rookies do in a game, and to see what they would do if they make it to the playoffs.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Matthew

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would want to be a sports writer because I like sports and I would want to meet Sidney Crosby, Matt Murry, Conor Sheary, and Brian Dumoulin and to see the Stanley Cup.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Lydia

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I don't want to be a writer, but if that was all I could be, I would be a children's book writer.  I would be a children's book writer because little kid books are short.  The words will be easy to say and spell, they do not have chapters, and they will not take up most of my life.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Andy

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to write children's sports books because I have been writing a sports book.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Hayden

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If I was a writer, I would be a sports writer because I like writing, and I like sports.  Also, I would get to interview famous athletes and write about them.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Maddy

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a children's author because I would like to brighten up kids imaginations and creativity.

I would like to write about a magical cottage.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Logan

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to write children or adult books because I like to entertain people, make people laugh, and I like writing.  So I would like to be a writer that writes books for anyone.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Jack

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to write children's books because they would be fun to write and make funny parts.  I like to make kids laugh.  I feel like it would be very fun to write children's books.  I would like to meet a famous children's book author.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Isia

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

If i could be a writer, I would write magazines because I'd put ads that I like, like cakes, makeup and animals.


If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Gabby

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a fiction writer because I can use my imagination.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Franklyn

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a sports writer because I would like to see athletes.  My favorites to see would be Jerry Rice and Walter Payton.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Xoey

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a kid writer.  I enjoy reading books in my type of level in reading.  Sometimes at home I write a story and pretend like I get it published and then I make more.  So then my sister and cousin  walk in the book store called "The Amazing Book Store" and they walk in and get the books I made.  This is why I want to be a children's writer.

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why? - Roman

If you were a writer, what type of writer would you be and why?

I would like to be a fiction writer.  I could make them (stories) exciting and adventurous.  Those are the reasons why I would like to be a fiction writer.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Letter from the Editor... Spring 2018

Hello Cafe' Readers,

Well, spring has sprung according to the calendar, I'm not sure if Mother Nature was let in on the secret though.  We have had all sorts of weather here lately... rain, snow, sunshine... I am good with two of those three.

I digress,  we have a great issue for you to enjoy.  I am also excited about a new featured columnist that has joined our crew... Check out Misplaced Self.

As always, we are looking for content, if you want to submit something... Please email it to me at holidaycafe.nicole@gmail.com


Before the Sun Wakes Up

I have known Rachael Bindas for a few years now, I'm not going to lie, she is my student worker at my day job. Rachael is a fantastic writer and editor and I couldn't be more happy for her in this new adventure she is going on.

I wish both Rachael and Alyssa nothing but the best of luck with their book Before the Sun Wakes Up.  Check out the interview I recently had regarding the book.
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1.  Where did the idea for Before the Sun Wakes Up come from?

I decided on a whim that I would write a children’s book, and I did. I started brainstorming what types of topics engage young children, and I think children are fascinated by the natural world. I wanted to write about nature in a way young children could understand, putting the world into their language. I loved the idea of the sun waking up while the moon went to sleep, and from there, Before the Sun Wakes Up was born.

2.  What inspired you to write a children's book?

My youngest sister is sixteen years younger than me, and I spent one day a week home with her over the summer. I’ve always loved to read, and I wanted to share my love of books with her, so I would read stories to her as much as she would let me. One day, I picked up one of her stories, and I told myself there was no reason I couldn’t write one. So I did.

3.  How did you come up with the "acceptance and equality in the minds of young children, to assure all children have a place in this world" concept for the book?   

The narrative of the story is a simple poem, geared toward children three and younger. My partner and illustrator, Alyssa Minko, noticed that its simplicity presented the perfect opportunity to use the illustrations to promote a much deeper meaning in an implicit fashion. As advocates of social equality, we share the desire to use our work to help achieve true equality for all people, regardless of their gender, race, ethnicity, or anything else. While our book does not explicitly deal with specific social topics, we decided we wanted to create a book that could encapsulate a multitude of human experiences, so that any child could pick up this book, and feel themselves to be represented in its illustrations. Our goal is to create a new kind of children’s literature, in which every child that reads our book can be represented and identified in some way.

3.  Will this become a series or is it going to be a stand-alone?

This book will be a stand-alone. Alyssa and I have discussed the possibilities of working together again in the future on other projects, so there is always the potential for more, depending on what the future brings.

4.  The artwork is gorgeous -  How did you go through the process of finding an illustrator?

Alyssa and I were close friends throughout middle school and high school. We reconnected last year, and she mentioned that she had always wanted to get into illustrating children’s books. Things fell into place pretty naturally from there. Immediately after I wrote the first draft of the narrative, I texted Alyssa and asked if she would embark on this project with me. Alyssa was the obvious choice, and I couldn’t imagine working on this with anyone else.

5.  Did you give your illustrator instructions on how you wanted the pictures to look, or did you give them free-reign?  

I am a visual artist by no means. I had a faint idea of how I wanted certain aspects of the illustrations to look, which I told Alyssa. From there, she took my ideas and made them into beautiful images that are so much more than anything I could have ever conceived on my own. Alyssa typically sends me drafts of the artwork in stages, and we collaborate to ensure that the artwork effectively complements the narrative, and that it conveys our messages of acceptance and representation.


6.  When will the book be released?  Where can we find out information about the book/future projects/etc.?

Before the Sun Wakes Up will be available on Amazon and online at Barnes & Noble as of April 6th. Customers can directly contact me at btswu.author@gmail.com, or Alyssa Minko at btswu.art@gmail.com to order their own copies throughout April. We are also available on Facebook at Before the Sun Wakes Up, and on Instagram at @beforethesunwakesup. You can find more information and updates on www.beforethesunwakesup.com