Showing posts with label writers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writers. Show all posts

Friday, October 1, 2021

Letter from the Editor - Fall 2021

 Hello Cafe'ers


I honestly cannot believe that it is already October.  I feel that summer flew by exceptionally quickly this year... which is a shame, I truly love summer and I am not liking the fact that it gets dark earlier now and will continue to do so... I think I may already have the winter blahs and it's not even winter yet - ha!

At any rate, I have a pretty awesome issue for you - lots of great submissions both written and artistic.

If you or anyone you know would like to submit something for our winter issue - we are now taking submissions for that issue - email me at holidaycafe.nicole@gmail.com thank you.  Check out our Facebook group page too, if you get a minute.

I am also working on a side project and I am looking for artists, illustrators, editors, authors, publishers, etc. to interview for my YouTube channel... if you are interested, email me holidaycafe.nicole@gmail.com .  It has been a lot of fun talking with the talented folks I have met so far.


Stay safe and see you for the winter edition,


Nicole



Friday, September 28, 2018

Rogue BBQ - Fall 2018 Interview

A few months back, there was a BIG event at my son's school... to help with the redistricting of the
elementary schools... We had everything from a dunk tank to giant inflatables to food trucks... because how else are you going to provide food for hundreds of people?!

I put a call for food trucks out on my Facebook page and low and behold someone replied... someone I have known since preschool (that would be 35 plus years)... We worked out some details and he showed up with his truck that day...

The people loved the food... it was a good day all around.

I personally love the pulled pork tacos (they are to die for!!)... I have had the opportunity to get them a few more times since then... thank goodness!  I even got a bit of catering from Rogue BBQ for my son and husband's birthday dinner.

I got to ask Rogue BBQ some questions... check out their responses - then go find them... you won't be disappointed... I Promise!

1. How did you get into the food truck business? 

We were invited to participate at two local multi day events, Renzi Rib fest and South Park BMX state and national races. We began our operation with tow behind smokers, and 10x10 pop up canopies. Rogue was the brain child of these two events, as the brand grew so did the need for a more mobile setup.

2. What’s the biggest misconception people might have about food trucks? 

Not all food trucks are created equal. Folks get excited because trucks are trendy and popular, but there is a difference between the chef driven menus and the rest. Pittsburgh has some really great food truck chefs out there, ours included that create chef developed concepts in a mobile unit. There is a lack of recognition for the hard work that is put in, which sometimes more often than not is very comparable to running a brick and mortar. However, the recognition for the brick and mortar chefs are more prevalent.

3. How did you pick the menu for the food truck? 

We kept our staples like the smoked wings, and smoked ribs but we wanted to stay true to the mischievous yet playful definition of Rogue. Each item had to fulfill the expectations of great BBQ while being easily prepared on the road. After several trial runs which included some winners (brisket nachos, pulled pork tacos) and some not to be mentioned losers, are menu was created. Rogue composes the menus based upon events, everything from smoked turkey legs, to strawberry pretzel salad has seen their turn on the menu.

 4. How are Rogue and Westwood connected (I know Rogue operates out of Westwood)? 

Westwood is the sister catering company to Rogue. It is where we launched our first business, and is the home to both companies now.

5. What has been the most amusing thing that has happened at a food truck event? 

It is so hard to nail down one specific event because we have a lot of fun while we are on the road. We love the furry friends, and you will usually catch us feeding them some great brisket, sometimes you may hear our team using swashbuckling pirate or macho man randy savage accents, other times they may be out dancing with the guests near the stage.

6. What’s the future for Rogue? Will you be selling the sauces/rubs? T-shirts? Swag –etc.?

 You can purchase our t shirts and hoodies at Westwood, or contact us at roguebbqpgh@gmail.com. Currently we are working to package the dry rubs and dusts, and should be launching those in Spring 2019. Rogue is developing the plans to open a brick and mortar as well, but no date has yet been set.

7. Tell the readers how they can get a hold of you if they want you at their events and/or catered food – and where you will be ‘parked’ soon. 

You can find all of this information on our website at roguebbqpgh.com or by liking us on facebook/twitter @roguebbqpgh

Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Midas Protocol Series

(Chapter ONE)
# # Caroline's Choice # #
(PROOF COPY -- Not for distribution.)

Caroline's Choice
Monday, January 8, 1990 - Point Park University

Caroline Friday was not sure what she was getting into when she enrolled in Professor Bill Murdock’s Investigative Reporting class. After all, she heard from other students he was an asshole. How bad could he be though? He certainly couldn’t be worse than Pete Gardner at Burger Empire?
In itself, being an asshole was not a bad thing. She wouldn’t hold that against Professor Murdock (or anyone for that matter) because people called her that word a lot too. What worried her more was that the investigative reporting class sounded like a lot of work and Caroline had too many things going on in her life now.

After she quit her job at Burger Empire, she gave in to her father’s wishes and decided to attend Pointless Park College. She entertained, if not resigned herself to, the idea of a business degree, and a predictable safe career in the family restaurant business. Jubilant, her father promptly added her back to the rotation at the restaurant, where she now pulled three full shifts a week (and the hair out of head). Though she detested her role as a hostess, she had to admit that the money helped. Still, twenty four hours of work plus five classes? The last thing she needed was a super busy, demanding course, and she was skeptical if this class would be easy. She heard this professor could be demanding. Compounding matters, her father would certainly not approve of this course. If it was not a business course, it was a waste of money in his opinion.

Nevertheless, investigative reporting piqued her interest and she wanted to take at least one class that was outside her wheelhouse. She felt her Dad at least owed her that. Although she thought she had made a wise decision by caving in to her father’s wishes to go to college, what choice did she really have? After quitting Burger Empire her options were limited. She had no car. No job. She couldn’t do anything but agree to her father’s wishes. She suspected her father knew that but acted like she was a making a good choice all on her own accord. Her father meant well although he was patronizing to no end. Therefore, if she took this course, it would be all Caroline’s choice--and that made her feel good.

Still, she had to be careful. As interested as she was in the investigative reporting course, the last thing she needed was another ball-breaking professor who piled the work on--let alone a professor who espoused an egocentric theory of the universe where his or her great mind illumined all with its intellectual brilliance. They all felt like they should be up the hill at Carnegie Mellon University. Moreover, since she was taking the class as an elective she did not want to break a sweat when there were other classes that appeared much easier. There was the art appreciation class she had considered. Word had it that it was a walk in the park, literally.

So here she was, unusually early: the only one sitting in the makeshift computer lab at the head of a series of a uneven conference-style table arrangements. She shuffled through a thick syllabus and a chock full of Point Park University registration papers.

Caroline was dressed in bright red, over-sized flannel shirt. Underneath this getup, she sported a black-ribbed tank. Her neck was hung with two silver chains, one of which featured a amulet of Gothic design. Her purple-streaked, dark long hair was still wet from her morning shower and most of it was still tucked up and under a gray cotton beanie. She wore her favorite black denim jeans today. Her army green parka was slung over the back of her chair. Wrapped around her hips, a dark gray hoodie brought her layered look together. As she completed the papers, she nibbled on the frames of her wayfarer black sunglasses (a Christmas gift from her prospering, humble-brag brother Sam). Her lips were rouged in a less attention getting color of pink. Not one to spend a lot of time outside, no matter what time of the year, Carline’s smooth and drawn out cheeks were pale as was her overall complexion.

She continued to fuss with the papers. The bureaucratic forms were redundant to the point that made her want to pull the hair out of her head. She sighed, tapped her dark red nails against the hard Formica table top, and settled down to the task of completing the forms.

Gradually, other students filtered into the room. About five minutes past the hour, and the room now a chatterbox, Point Park professor Bill Murdock entered the classroom. He shut the door behind him with a resounding thunk. The room chatter came to a loud silence.

This man was not what she expected: Murdock was a stout five-foot-eleven, give or take. He was fair-skinned like Caroline, with a circumference of dirty blond hair that curved around his balding, wrinkled dome. Rather built in the shoulders, Murdock would be athletic looking were it not for the enormous beer gut.

“Welcome to Investigative Reporting, Two-oh-Two, eh, Four-oh-four, for the grad students,” Professor Murdock said. The groggy professor coughed, then snorted, which had the effect of retracting a yellow booger back into his right nostril, which she had not noticed when it was hanging.
Caroline found his low voice surprising. It did not seem to match the man’s face. His words carried deep, raspy, somewhat guttural and he was booming. Caroline moved her chair back. However, he projected like a sub-woofer: wherever you sat, you felt his voice full on. He was simply a loud guy.
“My name is Bill Murdock,” he shouted, passing out poorly copied and sloppily stapled papers. “This class will be unlike any you have ever taken. I promise you that. What we are all about here is proving the innocence of those already proven guilty. There are two million people incarcerated in the U.S. prison system... I have for the past twenty years covered the crime and punishment beat for the Post-Gazette,” he continued, while still passing around papers.

“I have seen government misconduct first hand and what it can do to wreck lives.... I believe about five-percent of everyone incarcerated in our prison system is innocent.... Out of two million people, you do the math. That means one thing: we have a lot of fucking work to do.”

What did he just say? Caroline’s attention perked up when she heard him drop the F-bomb. This was something that would never happen in some of the business classes, she was sure of it. Those business professors were buttoned-down and conservative. Murdock dressed like he didn’t care and apparently spoke like it too. She immediately liked that about the man whom--according to the bio she had in front of her--was a celebrated Pittsburgh Post-Gazette staff writer.

She looked around the room. Most of the students seemed to be surprised at the man’s profane language and his less than professorial appearance.

“I am sorry class,” Murdock said. “You will have to forgive but I have an incurable case of irritable vowel syndrome.”

A general cloud of chuckles and smirks rose to the top of the class along with several confused looks.

“Anybody know what that means?” He asked.

There was silence. Caroline was loving this guy now. He was not a typical professor. Nobody spoke up. A lot of faces turned to each other.

“It means if you are offended by foul language you may as well get the fuck out of my class now,” He said. “Oops, another flare up.”

The class erupted in laughter. Caroline smiled. She was going to like Professor Murdock. He was her kind of guy and she loved his lack of pomp and circumstance. Murdock was a cool dude. She could see that working on his projects would be incredibly interesting.

Caroline finished reading his bio. Though he dressed like one, he was no slouch when it came to Journalism credentials. Professor Murdock, according to his food stained curriculum vitae, was once nominated for the Pulitzer Prize for a muckraking series on the Federal Witness Relocation Program. She was immediately mesmerized by the man and the course objectives.

Murdock ranted about the wrongfully convicted, “The goal of The Innocence Institute is to overturn wrongful convictions! Now make up your mind if you can devote yourself to this class. It will be demanding. We will visit crime sites. You will go to prisons and interview hard core inmates, convicted murderers, rapists. You will interview their family members, reexamine evidence. You will go to their trials. You will have an experience unlike any other one you will have in college.

Moreover, you will make a difference and I mean that...” Murdock paused. “Now, we have a lot of work to do.... I want to dive in right away.... I am going to pass around cases. Some of these cases, which are already being worked on by students, have been mailed to us by inmates.... Now keep in mind that everyone in these folders have been proven guilty. Many of them are not innocent, so don’t go crazy about what some of these people were put away for. Some of it is grisly and disturbing.”
A large stack of legal brown folders plummeted onto the four or five conference tables and kept growing. Inevitably, the piles became unstable and toppled. Folders spilled everywhere. Students dealt the splayed folders across the table like playing cards. It was all the luck of the draw at this point. Caroline was filled with excitement at the down and dirty folders that came her way. What horrors might they contain? What reminders would they serve that her life was not that bad?
Each time Murdock left the classroom to go to his office, he astoundingly returned with more folders and reams of paper. The details of the cases were, as he promised: grisly and disturbing.

There was the accountant who killed his wife with a gun he purchased at K-Mart and then turned it on his infant children. There was a teenager who walloped his shop teacher over the head with a ball peen hammer at Perrysville High School--that one hit a little close to home as Perrysville was near West View. How about the woman who drowned all her children--she was particularly loathsome to consider. Then there was the crack addict who didn’t remember stabbing a prostitute, chopping her up and stuffing her into a fifty-five gallon drum in his backyard. That one turned heads and tightened knotted stomachs.

Before long, an undulating sea of manila folders, containing poorly typed and misspelled letters from inmates, crime photos, depositions, witness interviews, crime scene diagrams, court transcriptions and a sea of other documents--covered the tables. Students passed the cases from hand to hand and it all reminded Caroline of dam workers hoping to stop a flood by passing along sandbag after sandbag--only in this case the sandbags were folders filled with unimaginable crimes and horrors.
As the students examined the cases, Murdock explained some of the more promising ones--at least in terms of their potential innocence. His current team was on the verge of getting the Solomon Milliron case reopened, he explained.

Milliron was a biker doing life for a double murder stemming from a drug deal that went bad. A government informant, and fellow biker who rode with the Pythons out of Cleveland, gave false testimony in eye-witnessing Milliron at the scene of the murder. Milliron rode with the Punishers out of Pittsburgh. Ostensibly, the gangs were at odds with each other. However, it turned out Milliron could not have been at the place where and when the murder went down because when it happened he was in an Alabama drunk tank--the result of a pistol whipping he delivered to a cocktail server that had shut him off. It was clear that that informant had lied.

As reprehensible as the Milliron was, he simply could not be at both places at the same time. Despite these facts, he was awaiting his turn at the executioner’s hand.

Caroline raised her hand. She was the first in the entire class to ask a question. The class became quiet. Murdock seemed eager to hear what she had to say.

“So how do you feel about the death penalty Professor Murdock?” Caroline said with a natural confidence. She didn’t even look up from the case file that she was reading when she had asked the question. Murdock pondered the question and studied Caroline with a slight smile evident on his face.

“Why do you ask?” Murdock said.

“This guy I am reading about right now... Bastard was convicted of hiring someone to kill his ex-girlfriend. Her poor kid died because he was standing with his mom. He was only eight. Eight! Mother fucker!” She paused. The class became quiet. “Honestly, I think this prick deserves to die--if he did it. I don’t see how a burglar would have accidentally wandered into her house at that time... ” She grew louder. “For Christ’s sake, there is a picture of the kid here.”

Caroline stood up abruptly and turned to the class waving a black and white photo of a young boy that had been shot and left on the kitchen floor of his house. Caroline huffed and sat back down with a look of gloom passing across her face. She slammed the photo on the table. Murdock and the class all focused on Caroline. Caroline was shaking her head and now slide back in her seat.
Only the snapping of a student’s bubble gum and the trance inducing ballast hum of the fluorescent lights, broke the awkward silence. The folders had stopped their rotation. Caroline pounded the table. Anger flashed across her face. “What do you guys think? That kid never had a chance. I would throw the fucking switch myself on whoever did that to him.”

No one said a word.

Caroline gazed around the classroom, becoming distinctly aware that someone passed gas. Murdock’s nostrils flared, but if he was the culprit, he gave no indication other than a brief pause and wry wrinkle at the corner of his pinkish, narrow lips. Well, this class is going to be laid back.

Murdock, in blue jeans, put a dirty white Reebok up on the table. Ah, the source of the offending smell was revealed. Mashed into the shoe’s tread was dog poop, a cigarette butt, and grass clippings.
Murdock scratched his blond goatee. Caroline guessed the chin hair was the magical switch that kick-started the man’s brilliant brain. Dog poop on his shoe and all, Prof Murdock moved right along.
“There was this guy Red Dog who got into the Federal Witness Relocation program. New life. New identity... New Red Dog. Well, Red Dog befriended an elderly lady, Theresa Clemenceau. Everything was fine... In fact, he used to come over and baby sit Theresa’s granddaughter on occasion. Then one day, Red Dog went back to his old ways. The police found Mrs. Clemenceau with her head cut off, her ten-year-old granddaughter raped and left for dead in the basement. Red Dog wasn’t done yet. Nope. He went on a seven-state killing rampage that ended when the State of Alabama put enough juice through this sonuvabitch that could have powered the lights at Three Rivers Stadium.”
Murdock looked at her squarely, nodding, pausing for dramatic effect. Then, he turned to the rest of the class. “The world was safer the day they executed Red Dog.” Murdock said loudly. “So, Miss Friday, to answer you question, I would have to say that when it comes to the death penalty, I am on a case-by-case basis.” He paused, lingering on her for a moment with a look of pride. “Great question--now when did I step in dog shit?”

The class laughed. Caroline held back a smile, feeling uneasy. For the first time she realized that all the eyes in the class had turned toward her. Wow. When she launched her rant, she had been totally oblivious to anyone around her. Now she felt the presence of the entire class staring at her.
Murdock looked around the classroom, while wiping the bottom of his shoe tread off the sharp edge of a chair back. “You know in over twenty years not one person asked me that question--do you believe in the death penalty?”

He laughed, shook his head, and gazed proudly at Caroline. “They assumed they knew the answer,” Murdock said, now pacing the room. He stared up, scratching his goatee once again. “Hell, even I assumed I knew my own answer, but sometimes an answer can be surprising, or not entirely what you suspect. There is never an answer to an unasked question. Sometimes the toughest questions we need to ask are the ones we should ask to ourselves.”

Caroline listened through the remainder of the three-hour class as Professor Murdock explained all tricks of the trade and how prosecutors routinely cut deals with crack addicts, hookers or lunatics simply to get testimony that might put somebody away for good. He described a fraud called “Jumping on the Bus” where convicts memorized details of privileged cases, leaked no doubt by privileged eyes, and gave prosecutors affirmations of unproven facts in exchange for leniency or reduced sentences. Caroline found it riveting and fascinating. It astounded her that the legal system worked in such a way.

Murdock left the room and the class to decide what cases they wanted to investigate for the semester. There were about five tables of students in all. Each table had about four or five students and would constitute an investigative team. The task at hand was for each to team to pick a case to investigate. In that regards, the members of each team were the result of pure luck. She looked at the students at her table.

Brad Church was tall, lanky, and nerdy. He appeared very cerebral in nature, but seemed tired and disinterested in picking a case. She noted he took the opportunity to get a head start on his accounting homework instead of focusing on the cases in front of them. Caroline was reasonably sure Brad was also in her Accounting 101 class.

Ryan Billings sat next to him. He was a cute and attractive jock type. Right now he was preoccupied making inappropriate jokes about the cases he read. He donned a Point Park baseball hoodie, jeans and a Pittsburgh Pirates ball cap turned backwards. It seemed his best qualities would be served up in being invited to a fun frat party. She turned to the other student, Carly Gucci.

Carly was cut from the same stock that made Caroline and she immediately felt a liking for her. She was slender, wore really tight dark jeans, and a teeshirt that revealed a slim midriff featuring a belly button piercing and several ornamental floral tattoos. Her hair was cut short like a boys and had red streaks in it. She chewed gum loudly and when Caroline made eye contact, she was already smiling back. This would be a friend for sure.

Carly slid her chair closer to Caroline and together they started taking notes on the cases. Meanwhile, the boys were goofing around laughing at stuff they were looking at. Mostly it was Ryan making the obscene jokes. Brad seemed like the typical wet blanket nerd who laughed when required by a much cooler friend. Ryan looked at her a couple times attempting to make eye contact with her, but Caroline only would return a skeptical, if not dismissive look. He was cute, but she wasn’t easy.
After fifteen minutes or so, Caroline’s serious demeanor managed to finally get the boys attention and they all started rummaging through the folders. Caroline and Carly paid the most attention while the boys laughed at several nude photos of corpses. Ryan seemed to enjoy watching Carly take charge, and assume her role as a natural leader. Carly took meticulous notes. Finally, Brad put his accounting homework away and turned his focus to the task of helping out.

It was time to pick a case.

Although Murdock said any case across the nation was open to their Innocence Institute project, he preferred local ones. Local cases would be convenient in terms of resources and they helped politically too. It never hurt, Murdoch explained, when their efforts went noticed by the Point Park University board and the City of Pittsburgh. Towards those ends, he planned to pen a couple stories about their efforts and progress along the way. The school loved that kind of publicity and it helped when it came to funding and budget allocations, he explained.

Of all the cases that passed across her place at the table, one stood out in particular to Caroline:

Doverspike and Gibb, Death Row, 1983

There was something unusually familiar about those names. She had heard those names sometime before, long ago. She opened the folder and immediately remembered why the names sounded so familiar: both men were convicted of the murder of Lawrence and Eva Goodman-Bingham. It was a local case. She knew of the Bingham family.

Her Dad had catered a private party at the Bingham’s house a few years before he and his wife were murdered. Caroline was too young to care, but when this murder happened, it was big news in Pittsburgh. She remembered that was all her parents would talk about for one summer. They were such nice people, her Mom would say. Great tipper, her Dad had lamented. Of course, Caroline was thirteen when it happened.

"Let's do the Bingham murder,” Caroline said, to the students at her table. She slapped it down on top of the pile of folders. Once again that natural surge of enthusiasm and gusto percolated to the top of her personality. The other students at her table seemed to not really care too much about the case they selected. It seemed like Caroline had saved them work to do so they all agreed.

“Why that one?” Carly asked.

“I don’t know.” Caroline smiled, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear. “It sounds like a fun case I guess."

Carly laughed at her. “Fun? Okay, let’s have some fun then. I like a fun time.”

Caroline continued rummaging through grisly murder black-and-whites of burnt bodies. What a tragedy. The Binghams had it all and it was taken away from them by two locals--Rusty Gibb and Mark Doverspike. Of course, they both claimed they had nothing to do with the killings.

She looked at pictures of Gibb and Doverspike. Both looked like they could be any average working class, middle-aged males loafing in West View. Although, Rusty had more of nice guy appearance whereas Mark had mean look in his eyes. According to prosecutors, the men killed the Binghams because of a drug deal gone bad. However, there was no physical evidence connecting them to the crime. No clothing fibers, blood stains or other tangible evidence. Moreover, they claimed they both didn’t even know Veronica Westfall, the woman that claimed she knew about their plans ahead of time and was there when they did it. So this millionaire couldn’t pay for his weed? In a rather sad twist of fate, it looked like half their work was done. Mark was shivved in prison and died several years after sentencing.  Rusty was on Pennsylvania’s Death Row waiting out his turn at Graterford State Prison in Graterford, Pennsylvania. He wrote letters often, proclaiming his innocence.

Murdock, who had been silently observing Caroline from the front of the room, smiled like he had discovered a long lost daughter. While most of the class seemed befuddled by her carefree and nonchalant perusing of the murder photos, Bill Murdock had a knowing look in his eye. Students like Caroline Friday didn’t come along often, not even once every ten years, but he knew when a gem had been uncovered.

Caroline studied the contents of the manila folder, her mind furiously working on the details, already taking notes, underlining text and dissecting testimony, breaking down the events of the murder in her mind. Little did she know it would be some time before she would ever close that manila folder again.

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Matt De Reno is a fiction writer living in Pittsburgh. He also works as a product manager for an aerospace and automotive publications company. When not writing fiction, you might find him chasing his disobedient dog down the street. 
You can learn more about Matt and the Midas Protocol at scratchwriting.com

Monday, September 24, 2018

Framed Memory

“when did we become friends?”
-Wanda Coleman

Polkadots and feathers fill my head
as I pack my photographs in dusty boxes,
hauling them into the attic.

I listen as the floorboards speak.
I hear their whispers to one another,
their breath blowing onto my feet.
My skin chills with each step,
their cold words tattooed onto my skin.

I place the box onto a pile of magazines,
Vanity Fair, Cosmo, Vogue.
Dust floats like feathers,
tinted sunlight breaking through the window.

I pull a photograph out of the box
and stare as dust settles on the frame.
Two girls jump on a bed, pillows raised high.
Their feet curled up and their hair standing tall.
They’re floating, like the feathers, like the dust.
Time stands still, paused, frozen.

I place the photograph back in the box
and fold the tabs on the top.
As I walk away, I listen to the boards continue
their whispering, talking behind my back
like two little girls gossiping
at a sleepover.


Cassandra Skweres is a junior at Pittsburgh CAPA 6-12 located in Downtown Pittsburgh. She has been attending CAPA since 6th grade and will be continuing to study literary until she graduates. Cassandra enjoys to write, dance, sing, and do photography. 

But am I Beautiful on the Inside?



Rebekah Skweres - Pittsburgh Capa for Visual Arts student.  I was drawing it when I felt that I was making art that was decent and aesthetically pleasing, but I was transitioning to a new school and felt I was bothering too many people because I didn’t know what I was doing. I felt like I was burdening others in asking too much. I was also in the process of improving drawing the side profile from memory. This piece is titled as the quote inside it, “But am I beautiful on the inside?”

Thursday, September 20, 2018

Maria - Fall 2018


Maria Anderson is a stay at home mom. She has olive skin, long brown hair, and a bubbly personality. Women envy her for her slender figure; she always looks refreshed, and well kept. Ralph Anderson, Maria’s husband, is the owner of Ralph’s Auto Body Shop. The community raves about his exceptional work and fair pricing.  Ralph is quite handsome; ladies practically throw themselves at him. Maria surprisingly laughs. She knows Ralph would never leave her. Their relationship is strong, healthy, and far from boring.
They have three adorable boys under the age of ten. Noah is the oldest. He is eight years old and loves to skateboard. Jacob is the middle child and is six years old and loves to read comic books. Ethan is the youngest child. He just turned three last week. Ethan looks up to his older brothers immensely. Noah and Jacob really enjoy hanging out with Ethan, most of the time. Ethan gets so excited whenever his older brothers suggest making obstacle courses for his gazillion matchbox cars.
The Anderson family lives in a home that captures the early 1900 charm in Long Beach, California. Ralph works countless hours to be able to afford the mortgage. Ralph would do anything to ensure the happiness and safety of his family. Maria knows how hard her husband works. That’s why she always makes sure the house is spotless, the kids are decently behaved, and Ralph always has a delicious meal waiting for him at dinnertime. Ralph is always amazed how clean the house is when he gets home, with his three rambunctious boys you would think that was far from possible. He always raves to his customers about Maria’s cooking.
On Tuesday and Thursday evenings Sophia, a neighbor to the Andersons, babysits the boys so Maria can have some me time.  Maria really enjoys taking the hour-long yoga class on the beach, it’s just enough time for her to refresh. Plus, it’s only a three-minute drive from their house. Maria decided to take a few extra minutes after class to plop herself in the sand and reflect on how lucky she is. Maria has a family that is happy and healthy and would not trade her life for anyone else’s.
As the sun starts to set, Maria decides to brush the sand off of herself and heads towards her vintage navy-blue VW bug. Maria was going North on Pacific Avenue, not having a care in the world. The windows were down and the wind was blowing thru her long beautiful hair. She was at a red light waiting to make a left onto W 7th Street. Maria looks in her mirror and notices a green pickup truck slightly swerving and not slowing down. Maria has nowhere to go. She was stuck. All she could do was brace for impact and pray. The sounds of smashing metal, screeching tires, and car horns were filling the air with noise pollution. Two other cars were in front of Maria and it created a domino effect. First her head bounces forcefully off the steering wheel. Immediately she felt a warm liquid ooze from her forehead and start to trickle down her face. Maria becomes lightheaded. It was getting harder for her to breath because of the broken ribs that punctured her lungs.
The once polished antique VW beetle now looks like a beat-up accordion with steam spewing out of the mangled hood of the car. Emergency vehicle sirens were blasting thru the streets. Sophia and the boys saw the emergency vehicles whip past the house. Sophia’s stomach dropped. She knew those sirens were for Mrs. Anderson. Maria was never fifteen minutes late; maybe a couple minutes late here and there, but never fifteen.
Ralph was getting ready to put the finishing touches on a red 1964 Mercury Parklane when his cell phone started to ring. He looked at his phone and did not recognize the phone number. Despite not recognizing the number, he had a feeling he needed to answer this phone call. “Hello” Ralph says concern in his voice. “Hi, this is Dr. Johnson from Memorial Care Health Systems.” Ralphs heart started to beat forcefully out of his chest. Tears started to form in his eyes. “Maria was in a car accident. She has been admitted into the ICU. Her injuries are pretty extensive.” Ralph hung up the phone and bolted out the door. He told Anthony to lock up the shop. Maria was in a bad accident. His mind was spinning and couldn’t believe this was happening. He quickly called Sophia and told her what happened to Maria. “Whatever you do Sophia do not tell the boys what happened. I want to tell them. I will call my parents to see if they can watch the boys for the rest of the evening. Ugh I have to tell Maria’s parents somehow. Anyways I know you have school tomorrow so I do not want to burden you with this. Thank you for everything.”
When Ralph gets to the ICU, he starts to fall apart even more. A patient coded and some of the staff is running past him. Among the ruckus a lady pops up from behind the counter and asks Ralph who he was looking for? “Ah, Ma Maria Anderson,” Ralph replies. “Mr. Anderson please have a seat over in the waiting room” said the woman. Ralph absolutely loses it “Why can’t I see my wife? Where is she? I need to see her?” In the middle of his rant Maria’s parents arrive. They briskly walk over to him and try to calm him down. Somehow, they magically got him to head over to the waiting room. An hour has passes, Marias family is exhausted and irritable. Dr. Johnson walks over to them and says “I am sorry. I am afraid Maria has passed. Her injuries were extensive and we were able to make her comfortable. About an hour ago she took a turn for the worst and we were unable to revive her.” Ralph felt like he was shot in the heart; he was in shock. Maria’s parents started to break down and hysterically cry. Their lives forever changed.
Natalie is the author of The Many Colors of Natalie, a book of poetry.  She holds an associates degree in Specialized Technology Le Cornon Bleu Pastry Arts and in her spare time is an artist and percussionist.

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Distracted

for C.K. Williams

Charles, forgive me for I am distracted and the peculiar wolfish light
of your poems has been refracted by my moony frame of my mind.

My inattention to the minuscule detail daubed into the grain of the page
I'll compare laughably to Hamlet's inability to kill a king,

to the howling winds of Elsinore keep, to the brazen windy farts
of an off-, off-, very off-Broadway audience, say the Bowery, say Fayette County;

the rain pearling at the window and the pliant resigned mews of a white
cat in a denim lap wage a hushed war conscripting my wife's arsenal

of potted plants and the relentless sizzling explosions strafing the skillet
under her expert hand and the lovely red rain of spices that glimmer

down into the wide black eye of the dinner pan; the peppery aroma
redolent of her humid breath and the late summer nights in Baltimore

when the curtains were left lashed and the neighbor across the way
got a good look at our shared red skin; Charles, let's pinkie swear

someday to share a summer solstice, hold it between us like a document,
the terms of my surrender bold as the signature of a founding father,

your words measured as a tailor's tape no longer groping at the smooth
face of my negligence, my dreams no longer of Anna but of the lesser vagaries of art.



Kristofer Collins is the Books Editor for Pittsburgh Magazine and the publisher of Low Ghost Press.

The Rumproller

There is a great banging coming from inside the brewery,
while out here in the sun my blood knocks at the blue
ceilings of my veins like an irate tenant in the apartment
one floor down unprepared for that first blast of Lee
Morgan's trumpet as The Rumproller kicks off its assault
on the funk-deprived asses of Butler Street. The outdoor
benches are bare of shade and the spring-shocked trees
of Allegheny Cemetery, absent their green regalia
stand there in a stupor. Goddamn, it's really gonna happen!
The winter has donned its shabby hat and shown itself
the door. They arrive like Romero's contribution
to our everlasting pulp canon. The sun and this last day
of March crawling around their faces, ready for renewal,
eager for sex and the gauzy delinquent decisions of warm days
and warmer more spectacular nights. A nod is all we need
to say we survived. The world didn't end, and that was not
guaranteed. Touch my hand, put your hand to my cheek.
I'm so happy to see you again. The sun is shaking its
beautiful fat ass all across the sky. Etiquette demands
we do the same.

Kristofer Collins is the Books Editor for Pittsburgh Magazine and the publisher of Low Ghost Press.

Grandmothers

(from Costa Rica)


I slump in the lookout, resting swollen feet
on a rattan seat. Baggies of ice are sweating
over my vanished ankles. The humidity
of hours at a pasteboard desk, or hereditary
tremors of my ever-enlarging heart?

Is it because I am thinking about grandmothers,
their habits and leftovers? Metaphorical stockings
rolled below my knees, agéd heels of memory propped
on a pouffe printed with gold cedars of Lebanon,
or a footstool draped with delicate Italian lace.

As my friend Jo Ann, a grandmother, slid into coma
at the flower mountain hospital—Montefiore—
she roared in her final sleep. Browned spotted arms
stretched tight, skin of an antique drum. But her feet,
uncovered—so fragile, arched like a martyred saint.

Angele Ellis’s latest book is Under the Kaufmann’s Clock (Six Gallery Press), a hybrid prose and poetry valentine to her adopted city, with photos by Rebecca Clever. She also is author of Spared (A Main Street Rag Editors’ Choice Chapbook), and Arab on Radar (Six Gallery), whose poems won her a fellowship from the PA Council on the Arts.

Reflections on a Vase

After Rilke’s “Archaic Torso of Apollo”

Museum sculptures glow like lamps at dusk.
My guttering spark
departs this world’s archaic brilliance.

I am that cheap amphora
turned by machine to gore its sides.
A clichéd female curve
below a gaping mouth.

What florists dust on whatnot shelves
for wan refrigerated buds
and spores of baby’s breath.

My vessel carries brittle stalks
in its restricted borders,
brown spires like frozen seaweed
without the ocean’s thunder, 

the burnt sienna of November.
Deader than dead,
one branch points inward

its accusing finger. Dickens’ third ghost
seeing my future: a deserted grave.
Here, there is nothing that sees me.
You must change your life—but how?

Angele Ellis’s latest book is Under the Kaufmann’s Clock (Six Gallery Press), a hybrid prose and poetry valentine to her adopted city, with photos by Rebecca Clever. She also is author of Spared (A Main Street Rag Editors’ Choice Chapbook), and Arab on Radar (Six Gallery), whose poems won her a fellowship from the PA Council on the Arts.

Celebrating Life

Since 2003, the month of June has, for me, been a reminder of my grandparents’ deaths. Every year, I find myself marking the anniversary of their departures from this world and thinking about how their passing has impacted my life. My Pap passed away a week after I graduated high school and his death marked the beginning of a difficult transition into adulthood. My grandmother followed twelve years and two days later, making me realize that I no longer had a single grandparent living, and that I had taken their presence for granted. To this day, I still feel their absence every time I drive by their old house, eat traditional Slovak food, or hear Unchained Melody on the radio.

And while June has been emotionally significant for me in a negative sense, I'm only recently realizing that it doesn’t have to be. Because June was significant for my grandparents for other reasons – reasons that I’ve always known but for some reason have been overlooking for more than a decade.

June was also a month for celebrating life -- they were both born in June and got married in June. It was a month for family, for fun, and for love, celebrating three important events often at once as they were in such close succession – June 7th, June 15th, and June 16th marked Gram’s birthday, Pap’s birthday, and their anniversary.

So instead of thinking about the pain and the difficult changes their deaths brought to my family and my life, I want to try to focus on celebrating their legacy.  Both of my grandparents were children of Czech immigrants. They grew up with little to no luxuries, living in small homes and sharing and ethnic food with over a dozen brothers and sisters between the two of them. They met when they were thirteen and fourteen, married in the early fifties, and raised five children in a house full of love and Czech phrases and curse words that are still muttered by surviving generations.

Some of the best memories from my childhood and teen years were listening to them tell stories about growing up in the aftermath of the Great Depression, exploring the then-open fields of West Mifflin where Gypsies roamed in the summer, and finding buried treasure in what is now Kennywood’s parking lot. I loved hearing them talk about their immigrant parents, mimicking the Slovakian accents with fondness. My grandma often told funny stories that came along with raising five children, and my pap had plenty to share when it came to him working in the steel mills that put Pittsburgh on the map.

I remember spending countless nights sleeping over in their big, old house, watching Gram make homemade nut rolls, pierogis, and chicken noodle soup, and watching Pap tend his giant garden and fiddle with the antiques he collected and occupied most of the basement and attic.
I remember the warm, bright days that were unmistakably June - a month for celebrating Father’s Day, attending graduation parties, and going to Kennywood picnics. The amusement park always held a special place in my pap’s heart, as he and Gram spent many nights dancing under the old band shell and squishing together in old-fashioned photo booths for black and white pictures.
June was a month of sitting at picnic tables, eating barbecue and cake, splashing in Gram and Pap’s Koi pond, getting dirty playing in their yard, climbing trees and swinging on the swing set. It was a month for celebration, full of love, and full of life.

So as June circles by on the calendar again this year, I’ll try not to cry over their absence, but smile and laugh as I celebrate their beautiful lives.

Stacy is a 2003 graduate of West Mifflin Area High School and has completed two courses with The Institute of Children’s Literature. She writes novels for teenagers and adults, both of which can be found on Amazon. Stacy lives in Munhall with her husband and fur kid, and besides writing, enjoys reading, Penguins hockey, and traveling.

Submerging, a review by Rachael Bindas

Submerging, a small literary magazine based in Patterson, NY, intricately weaves short stories, poetry, and photography together into one seamless publication. The nostalgic black-and-white photographs perfectly complement the writing, enhanced by publication’s glossy cardstock.

The Summer 2018 issue is titled, “Where are we in the story.” The issue focuses on characters and speakers at various stages of their lives, and the personal introspection that comes with each stage of life. In “Jobs and Teeth” by Jude Vachon, the narrator reflects on how jobs can spoil like bad teeth: “Sometimes they have to come out, they’re rotten.” The reader gains the sense that the narrator teeters on the edge of a precipice, craving a dramatic change but not quite fulfilling that desire.

Threaded together by feelings of loneliness, the stories and poems are intermixed, rather than being separated by genre. The result is an experience of harmonious, uninterrupted reading and appreciation. Each story and poem shares in a collective sense of uncertainty. You know where your characters are in their individual stories, but you do not necessarily know where their stories may lead.

Rachael Bindas is a freelance writer and editor from Pittsburgh, PA. She focuses mainly on fiction, but still harbors a deep love for poetry. Her work has been featured in Moledro Magazine, Aeons, The Curious Element Magazine, and The Holiday Cafe.

Lucy's Italian Bakery

Lucy’s Italian Bakery is a quaint little bakery with giant store front windows. There are shelves, in the windows, filled with delicious traditional Italian pastries. There are rows of Panettone wrapped in cellophane with giant red bows tied around each one. Sfogliatella that looks so flakey and delicious. They are delicately placed on white rectangular platters. The Bombolone are stacked mile high on a cake platter with a light dusting of powder sugar.   Custard oozing down the sides of a few of these fluffy doughnuts.
The bakery storefront always creates pedestrian traffic on Hazelwood Avenue to come to a standstill. Everyone stops to look at the beautiful dessert displays. People start to drool if they look at the delicious desserts to long. The sweet aromas coming from the bakery can be smelled for miles.
Lucy, the owner of the bakery, is practically a town celebrity. She is a big boned Italian woman with thick black hair that she always wears in a victory roll. People describe her as classy and conservative but, don’t try to cross her because that would be a battle you would never win. There is the legendary story of Giuseppe Russo, the neighborhood boy who tried to rob the bakery at gun point. He failed miserably. Lucy had a rolling pin near the register and wacked him so hard over the head he saw stars. Giuseppe tried to get away, but he was so disoriented the cops were able to catch him on Gladstone Street which is a few blocks from the bakery. Lucy gladly pressed charges.
Lucy even banned the Ricci family from her bakery because they said her “pizzelles are too crispy.” Lucy started waving her hands and screaming “how are they to crispy? The pizzelles aren’t even burnt! Get out of here and don’t come back.” Within 24 hours she posted a picture of the Ricci family on the front door and wrote banned in big bold black letters.
This bakery is her life. She had lost her husband Norman during WWII. Norman was a tall lanky kind of man and everyone can remember him for his whimsical sense of humor. Norman was a Military Police Officer. He was guarding his post one night and the Germans ambushed his post. Norman was shot several times. Amazingly enough he did not die because of the gunshot wounds he died due to a bad infection. The doctors did what they could for him, but it was not enough. Lucy was devastated when she got the news, but she refused to sit around and mope. Six months after Norman’s death she opened Lucy’s bakery.
Lucy is very close with her family. When she told her family, she wanted to open an Italian bakery her father was too drunk to care, which was typical. He just mumbled something and continued to drink his wine. Her mother gives her a big hug and said in broken English, “I support you.” Nickolas and Joseph, her older protective brothers, volunteered to help to do most of the leg work. Such as finding the location, help make the renovations, and making sure no one tried to scam her. Just being typical protective older brothers.
Jenny, her younger sister, was hit by a trolley car a few years earlier and lost part of her hearing. She thought Lucy said she wanted to open a French Creperie.  Jenny jumped up in such excitement and said “Lu, I love crepes! How can I help?” Lucy looked at Jenny like she had ten heads and said in an irritated tone “what’s a matter with you? I said Italian Bakery not a French Creperie!” Everyone busts out laughing.
On December 14, 1942, Lucy’s Bakery had its grand opening just in time for the Christmas rush. Jenny does a great job handling the customers at the counter, despite her not being to fully hear the customers. Items are flying off the shelves. Lucy frantically tries to keep everything stocked. The cannoli sold out within the first hour of the store opening. No one was surprised that the cannoli’s sold out so quickly. Lucy used the recipe her great grandmother has passed down to the family for generations. The customers and passer-bys were raving how great everything tasted, looked, and smelled. The line was out the door and around the block. Lucy had hoped her bakery would be successful, after that first day, it looked as if her dreams would come true.
Jenny and Lucy were preparing to close the shop for the day. Joe came busting thru the doors carrying a giant jug of red wine. He said “let’s celebrate!” Lucy and Jenny locked the doors, kicked their shoes off, and started to drink right out of the jug. They looked exhausted, but not regretting their decision of starting this business and looking forward to the future success of the bakery.
Every Sunday the bakery was closed. Lucy attended mass with her family at St. Stephens Catholic Church. She always donated pastries to Father Falcone and the nuns. They were always grateful for the donation. After mass she would head back to Mama’s house for a Sunday spaghetti feast.

Natalie is the author of The Many Colors of Natalie, a book of poetry.  She holds an associates degree in Specialized Technology Le Cornon Bleu Pastry Arts and in her spare time is an artist and percussionist.

Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Before the Sun Wakes Up

I have known Rachael Bindas for a few years now, I'm not going to lie, she is my student worker at my day job. Rachael is a fantastic writer and editor and I couldn't be more happy for her in this new adventure she is going on.

I wish both Rachael and Alyssa nothing but the best of luck with their book Before the Sun Wakes Up.  Check out the interview I recently had regarding the book.
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1.  Where did the idea for Before the Sun Wakes Up come from?

I decided on a whim that I would write a children’s book, and I did. I started brainstorming what types of topics engage young children, and I think children are fascinated by the natural world. I wanted to write about nature in a way young children could understand, putting the world into their language. I loved the idea of the sun waking up while the moon went to sleep, and from there, Before the Sun Wakes Up was born.

2.  What inspired you to write a children's book?

My youngest sister is sixteen years younger than me, and I spent one day a week home with her over the summer. I’ve always loved to read, and I wanted to share my love of books with her, so I would read stories to her as much as she would let me. One day, I picked up one of her stories, and I told myself there was no reason I couldn’t write one. So I did.

3.  How did you come up with the "acceptance and equality in the minds of young children, to assure all children have a place in this world" concept for the book?   

The narrative of the story is a simple poem, geared toward children three and younger. My partner and illustrator, Alyssa Minko, noticed that its simplicity presented the perfect opportunity to use the illustrations to promote a much deeper meaning in an implicit fashion. As advocates of social equality, we share the desire to use our work to help achieve true equality for all people, regardless of their gender, race, ethnicity, or anything else. While our book does not explicitly deal with specific social topics, we decided we wanted to create a book that could encapsulate a multitude of human experiences, so that any child could pick up this book, and feel themselves to be represented in its illustrations. Our goal is to create a new kind of children’s literature, in which every child that reads our book can be represented and identified in some way.

3.  Will this become a series or is it going to be a stand-alone?

This book will be a stand-alone. Alyssa and I have discussed the possibilities of working together again in the future on other projects, so there is always the potential for more, depending on what the future brings.

4.  The artwork is gorgeous -  How did you go through the process of finding an illustrator?

Alyssa and I were close friends throughout middle school and high school. We reconnected last year, and she mentioned that she had always wanted to get into illustrating children’s books. Things fell into place pretty naturally from there. Immediately after I wrote the first draft of the narrative, I texted Alyssa and asked if she would embark on this project with me. Alyssa was the obvious choice, and I couldn’t imagine working on this with anyone else.

5.  Did you give your illustrator instructions on how you wanted the pictures to look, or did you give them free-reign?  

I am a visual artist by no means. I had a faint idea of how I wanted certain aspects of the illustrations to look, which I told Alyssa. From there, she took my ideas and made them into beautiful images that are so much more than anything I could have ever conceived on my own. Alyssa typically sends me drafts of the artwork in stages, and we collaborate to ensure that the artwork effectively complements the narrative, and that it conveys our messages of acceptance and representation.


6.  When will the book be released?  Where can we find out information about the book/future projects/etc.?

Before the Sun Wakes Up will be available on Amazon and online at Barnes & Noble as of April 6th. Customers can directly contact me at btswu.author@gmail.com, or Alyssa Minko at btswu.art@gmail.com to order their own copies throughout April. We are also available on Facebook at Before the Sun Wakes Up, and on Instagram at @beforethesunwakesup. You can find more information and updates on www.beforethesunwakesup.com

Let’s Get Lost Together


I have lived my life with a plan and a destination. One day my life got flipped, turned upside down and I’d like to take a minute, just sit right there. I’ll tell you how I became the author of this random adventure. (Special shout out to the Fresh Prince of Bel Air) I don’t plan to go far. I can find so many things to do right around here. I like to keep busy because it keeps the loneliness at bay. I am a separated and the mother of a son who is growing up way to fast. It’s not so cool to hang with mom as much. I spent most of my life being what everyone needed me to be and being so very responsible. BORING! Now I have decided to try to find myself, try new things and see what I like to do. I would like to invite you to come along and live vicariously through my journey or maybe to inspire you enough to get the hell off the couch and take one too.

I am going to start with visiting local attractions and road trips. I am trying to live without a plan and do new things. I am very type A so, living without a plan is just an insane concept. I love to take silly photos with random road side attractions so, prepare yourself, you are getting lots of that. I will take you with me from seeing flying saucers, big foot statues, tree house dinning, a place where ducks walk on fishes, candy colored playscapes, mattress factories that don’t sell mattress along with anything and everything in between. I also plan to share me with you just as soon as I find me.

When anyone asks me to go somewhere with them, I am always like hell yes! If you asked me to get into the car to see the largest ball of twine simply to take a photo and drive back home, I am your gal! If I am being reasonable, the largest ball of twine is in Cawker City, Kansas, that’s quite a hike. I might want to start slowly and google map something before I open my mouth to commit. Someone asked me if I wanted to go on a cruise once, just being a smart ass, I said sure. Next thing I know I had to call with my credit card number to secure my passage on the Carnival Pride. True story.

The greatest part of a road trip isn’t the destination but, all the fun that happens in between. Expect random thoughts because you know that post on Facebook with the train tracks- how a man tells a story is a straight track to its destination but, how a woman tells a story is a whole bunch of curves and bends to get the point-well that me. I am that woman and I wear that journey with pride. See there’s another random thought in the middle of another story. Pay attention they happen quickly. Blink and you might miss some of my witty banter. I know I write in write on sentences A LOT but, that’s how I talk and I want you to get to know me. This summer I am going to get into the car, roll the windows down (okay I am going to push a button once and my windows go down, my car is fancy), let the wind take my hair and my Ray Bans shading the way. FYI, I hate bugs so, if a bug flies in, its windows up right away. Especially those gifts from hell-the stink bug.
Now come on out and get lost with me so, I can be found.

Written by:  Misplaced Self

Musings for Moms: Gun Violence

Recently there has been a lot of talk in the media regarding guns and schools.  A lot of it makes me wonder if the people who are saying the things actually have brains… I suppose that is a topic for another day though.
Let me start off by saying I am not trying to take anyone’s second amendment rights away, which states people have the right to keep and bear arms.  What I do think should happen is a mental health exam should be given when someone wants to purchase said weapon, there should be a grace period before someone walks out of a store with a gun and I’m sorry, why is it necessary for Joe Homeowner to want to purchase an assault weapon… these should be even harder for a person to get… they are military weapons.  
As for the talk about raising the age of purchasing a gun, I’m conflicted.  You can join the military at 18 – and die for this country… so why can’t you purchase a gun to protect your home at 18?  Although, how many 18 year olds are purchasing their own home?
You can argue that wanting to put restrictions on gun purchases are ridiculous, but when it comes down to it, all those kids that lost their lives – none of them woke up on the days their schools were attacked and said, hum, today is a good day to get shot at or killed.  Let me ask you this Mr. or Mrs. Gun Owner who doesn’t want their rights revoked – Do you have a child or grandchild in school?  What if it was their school that was attacked? And God-Forbid they were injured or worse, would you feel any differently about assault weapons or waiting periods or even mental health testing before a weapon is purchased.  It’s really not about your rights getting taken away, it really is about the safety of the children.  
I have two kids, both in school.  Let me make it perfectly clear I will do everything in my power to keep them protected in a place where they should feel safe.  That means I am for everything and everything the schools do to make them a safe place for kids. Metal detectors, AuxLocs (those door lock things), cameras, getting buzzed in, and so on and so forth.  Make it more difficult for these people to get into the schools. 
Let me also state that I don’t think this is just a gun issue.  This is also a bullying issue.  Most of these kids that go in wielding their guns and weapons are the victims of bulling and they are out for retribution.  
We need better mental health facilities in our country, we need counselors in the schools and most importantly we need bullying to end.  Parents of bullies should be fined. Yes, you read that right – fined.  I believe bully behavior starts in the home.  If you are a jerk, most likely you will raise a jerk of a kid and the vicious cycle will be on-going.  Perhaps though, if it hits home, or in your wallet, your demeaning bullying behavior will end and your kids won’t make fun of or bully other kids because they are different. 
The children in the schools are innocent victims in all of this.  It is our jobs as adults to protect them and keep them safe.  The adults (legislators) currently are doing a pretty poor job of keeping them safe.  The legislators are the ones that can make the changes, but we, along with the students have the voices that need to be heard. 
It's our differences that makes this country great.  Don’t be ignorant to those that aren’t the same cookie cutter image as you.  The world would be a boring place if we were all the same.  

The Visit


For a while I felt nothing. No sense of being, no awareness of my own pitiful existence, not until a light formed in my mind like a pin prick in the vastness of space or one single star being fashioned in the infinite cosmos of the Universe. I called it my awaking.
It was like being born again only with all the memories of a life lived and not the blankness of a new baby’s mind still open to experience. There was and remains a mosaic of images and emotions within my head I am slowly trying to piece together.

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Someone once wrote ‘There is a fine line between sanity and insanity,’ but on the question of who penned that particular quote, I’m afraid you would have to ask my ex-wife Susan. She is, or was, the academic of us both. Our paths first crossed one hot summer and we stayed together for fifteen years up until we separated, not through choice on my part I might add, but through circumstances forced upon me that made it impossible to continue on. Afterwards Sally remained in the city while I moved onto the island not far away.

It is beautiful place with a small close knit community, clean rivers and green fields but even with its pleasant surroundings there are times I feel as if there is an undertone of uneasiness veining through it. Much like a town without a Mayor or police force to give it a sense of purpose, no one seems to be in control. Not that security is needed; most residents can confidently leave for days on end without worrying about their personal sanctuary being invaded.  But every now and then a sense of foreboding canopies the air like the static friction of an impending storm.  Thunderheads rumble above the town like the deepest voices from heaven are and what is not gets crossed. It’s after those epochs some people leave never to return, while others like me choose to remain because even with its peculiarities the island is still a place where I can feel close to Susan.

We are not totally isolated, of course; if any of the residents, myself included, need to go visit family or friends, early each morning a ferry sets sail to go to the mainland and late evening it returns. Its cost is minimal, two tokens that can be acquired at any of the trade outlets scattered across the isle were credit is optional, a price that has remained unchanged for years much like the audacious Charon, the captain and owner of the vessel. He is a stalwart of meticulous time keeping and will not wait for anyone who happens to find themselves late in any going direction. Rumored to be of Greek descent, he eloquently masters the currents of the rivers Styx and Acheron that weave their turmoil beneath his ship before finally flowing within the Nekros Sea. He is an unkempt seaman of few words with feverish eyes and an irascibile demeanor that does not favor the frail or opinionated.
It was on one such trip I met and got talking to a man I had not seen before on the island. Susan had called me one evening around eight and although I was unable to talk to her directly that particular night I made a mental note to catch the morning tide to visit. My plan was to spend a few hours with my parents first who are still in the same home I grew up in and which by chance is not far from the apartment Susan and I shared. I hoped to stay most of the day with them before going to Susan’s around dusk.

I saw him standing, looking nervous, a little to the side of the main group of waiting passengers which had formed around the bottom of the high skin colored cliffs. My back was to the line of evergreens from whence I had came who rose tall to form a natural screen of Cypress trees to the way onto the main paths of the island. From where I stood my line of vision which looked out across the rivers was slightly obscured by the side of Charon’s ship that had dropped its gangway onto the rocks of the harbor walls. It was an impressive wooden craft with two linen sails and a masthead sculptured in the form of a green scaled seahorse. Just above the waters a slight mist was levitating about a foot as far as I could see. They slopped against the black boulders the quay was erected on, making gurgling sounds like a cascading waterfall. I approached him quietly and I could tell by the change in his stance he had become aware of my presence. His uncertainty elevated slightly when we drew level and he pulled the collar of his coat up to hide his eyes. For a few moments we stood in silence listening only to the sound of Charon’s counting. Eventually I spoke to introduce myself.

“My name is John,” I said. “John Henry Newman. You are new to the island, are you not?’’

At first he said nothing, choosing only to haunch his shoulders ever higher within his jacket against the morning chill. My breath like the mist hung in the air evaporating slowly into the gray sky above us. I held out my hand the second time I spoke, hoping that my friendly gesture would be better received. Thankfully it was and he took it, firmly.

“Arnold Bocklin,” he replied. “You are right, I have not been here long, and you?”

“Quite some time.”

“How far are you from the quay?” he asked, smoothing his grizzled beard against his face. “Is your abode favorable?”

“All are of the same construction and layout as far as I know,” I answered him again. “For me it is merely a place to sleep because I spend most of my time on the mainland, so it is adequate for my meager needs. But if you are not happy you can ask to be moved and I’m sure they will accommodate you elsewhere.”

“No, it will be satisfactory. For the short time I plan to be here all will be sufficient, there is no need to complain,” he said.

“Do you have a profession?” I asked, making sure we did not loiter and being mindful that the body of waiting passengers was growing thin ahead of us and we should hurry to join those few still waiting so as not to miss the embarkment. It was my experience that Charon delayed his passage for no one—ever.

“Painter,” he said in a poignant whisper as if it hurt him to reveal his vocation. “I paint with oils on canvas.”

“A master of art then.” I smiled and placed my hand upon his shoulder as we strolled. “It is my pleasure to meet you, sir, for I enjoy looking at well constructed works of beauty from the likes of Dante Rossetti or John Waterhouse. Have you heard of them?”

“I have, and both are icons of their chosen genre.”

He replied, and as we spoke I could feel an easiness come over him as he engaged further about his passion for painting. Soon his tenseness seemed to vanish, taking away the ridges of pain from his forehead that were prominent when we first met. He looked more at peace as we walked and talked to the gangway of the ship. We were the last to board once our fare was paid. Charon then ordered that the walkway should be lifted and soon we were afloat.

Arnold and I took the last remaining seats at the back of the ship behind a few regular travelers like myself who I had become familiar with. I acknowledged each in turn with a silent nod as we moved awkwardly towards our places. Beside us near the porthole there was Hugo Simberg, the gardener who was a sickly thin man with a gaunt expression more in need of substance I fear than any other I had seen in my time. To his left was a thirty-something lady dressed in a white chiffon blouse and black pencil dress already firmly engrossed in a book of poetry and well-known on the island for her life of chosen seclusion. Emily Dickinson was an anxious acrophobic rarely seen on Charon’s boat or walking the paths that wound between the Island’s cupolas buildings. So to find her travelling far from her comforts made me think of a line I once read, ‘Hope is a thing with feathers.’  I wondered if maybe finally she had conquered her demons of depression. I then queried more out of etiquette than concern when I sat about her eye condition she had been suffering from for sometime and if she had heard from her sister Lavinia lately. Neither of which as I expected were my questions of civility acknowledged with any decorum; if anything her eccentricity had not diminished in the slightest. She continued to read her book unfazed and unspeaking.

“She is an unpleasant sort,” Arnold commented quietly with a hint of humor in his tone and glance.

“And our friend here smells of compost and is in dire need of a good meal, wouldn’t you agree, John?”

Arnold’s quip made me smile, for it had been a long time since I had felt the sentiment of absurdity and some time since I had indulged in a conversation with any other neighbor. It was a pleasure to have some lucid company on my trip for a change.

“I believe Hugo was the architect of the Islands commons, and is the longest known resident on it, apart from Charon,” I stated. “His task is endless, keeping the shrubberies tidy and the pathways clear of dead cypress leaves. Is it any wonder his personal hygiene is compromised at times? And so too is it any surprise with his constant laborious drudgery he is nothing but skin and bones?”

“Yes,”’ Arnold agreed, flexing his pale fingers in front of himself like a pianist would before playing a note.

“Not a chore I would relish,that’s for sure, not with these tender hands, but what of you?” he asked me.

“What is your story, John Henry Newman?”

“Me?” I shrugged. “There is nothing much to tell that would hold your interest.”

“I think I should be the judge of that, don’t you?” Arnold said. “And besides, we have still a long way to go before we dock, does not time pale away when one is captivated in a good book? And since we have no such reading material we must therefore find other ways of passing the journey, would you agree?”

“I suppose.

“Good, then tell me why you travel today. Are you like me, hoping to conclude some unfinished business or maybe just visiting someone?”

“The latter,” I conceded. “It is my ambition to firstly call with my parents as I do on most of my trips. Both are in the winter of their lives but still vibrantly in love and with an inner energy many younger people would envy. Father likes to enjoy the morning sun weather permitting by reading in the garden and he’s usually there when I arrive. So I sit with him for a while, if not he will be in the lounge, maybe drinking coffee and indulging his mind with a crossword or some other newspaper puzzle. In any event I spend an hour or two in his company, something I have taken pleasure from since I was a boy. He still amazes me with his wisdom and fortitude, I wish I was more like him but alas I favor my Mother’s aptitude. Her dexterity and, I hope, mine lies with writing; she is an accomplished author and composes under her maiden name of Mary Godwin. Maybe you have read some of her work? She was monstrously sought after in her early years.  I preferred the more mundane kind of scribing with theological publications. Not what you would call memorable but tracts for the times, I suppose. If she is at home and not out promoting a new book with her agent, Frank Ernestine, or attending some Literary Reanimation get to gather of her others, she will be in the Library reading. That’s where I will spend the afternoon, she talks to me and I listen to her recite William Shakespeare’s Hamlet, her favorite author. Near dusk I usually leave to visit my ex-wife Susan, and even though we are no longer together I still love her. I met her one hot summer night more than over fifteen years ago; her name was Susan Tassone then. She was working in a music store I happened to fall into while I was looking for a copy of ‘Fade to Black’ by Metallica, but left with her phone number and a vinyl of Iron Maiden’s fifth single. I knew we were kindred spirits from the start.

“Day by day we began to see more and more of each other, until less than a year after we met we were married at St. Faustina Catholic Church. Our honeymoon period lasted nearly five years and during that time we moved into a modest apartment not far from where I lived. We hadn’t much in the way of wealth or material items but we were happy and our love carried us through mostly.

Though sadly I must add Susan was unable to have children and even though I constantly reminded her that she was enough for me, I think deep down she felt less than a woman. It was close to our tenth year together that things began to unravel, maybe because of it.

“I started to concentrate more on my writing since we had less and less to say to each other. We would fight and argue over stupid things and it was clear our marriage was falling apart. How it got to that I don’t know, but even now I regret I didn’t see the signs early on and do something. Then the inevitable happened, there was an evening while I was with my Mother on one of her promotional book signings. I often tagged along in the prospect of gaining some merit for my own works on the back of hers when I met Linda Calvey. She was a beauty to die for and her wit and charm was second to none with any other woman I had met, not even Susan’s.

“I was smitten at once and soon I was making excuses about why I spent more and more time away from home. I pretended it was to do with my own new found recognition in the realms of the Theological book world, but in reality I was with Linda. We became lovers and for two years, we got away with it. But Susan was no fool. She had me followed. Things really came to a head soon after. I had made up this crazy lie that I needed to do some research for my latest manuscript; I even gave it the name, Essays on Miracles to make my need to travel more convincing. I wove a web of deceit to cover my lust for Linda and I can only blame myself for what happened afterwards. The so called excursion for research masked the truth of the fact that Linda and I were to be together for a week. Not the five hundred miles away as I had lied, but less than eighty near the ocean, in a luxury cabin, much more than I had ever done for Susan in all our years together, and I felt the shame of each moment on that journey. But I was a fool to think I could never be found out. Like before she followed us and found Linda and I together. She burst into the bedroom in a murderous, belligerent rage, words and blows were exchanged before she left, bringing our marriage to a swift and conclusive end. Linda departed too that night and I never saw her again.

“After some time, I ended up on the island, and for a while I just wandered around like a lost soul until I resigned myself to a pitiful supposition that it was my penance to remain there. Time passed, then one night I got a call. A woman I had never met reached out, she said she was a friend of Susan’s and that Susan was missing me and maybe ready to forgive my sins.

“She told me her name was Jeane Dixon and that I should come back to the apartment Susan and I once shared with the hope she could maybe mediate between us. I thought about it for some time and at first I was reluctant to go; my new life on the island had become serene, but the lure for redemption and to be with Susan again was too great.  So I go now when Jeane and Susan appeal, taking in my visits to my parents as well, like I said. Mostly though we just sit around the table, I never say much at our liaisons. I think it’s better if I just listen for a while would you not agree?”

“Your story is profound, my friend,” Arnold said when I had finished. “And with tragic consequences.”

I sighed in agreement, and then both of us fell silent with only the sound of the lapping waters of the sea against the boat’s side as it made slow headway on our journey. I had only one last question of Arnold before we might reach our destination and that was, would I have his company on the return voyage? I inwardly prayed he would say yes, and that he may not conclude his business this trip because purgatory is a lonely place.

The end.

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Awaiting Spring

I am curled up on my couch, snuggled under blankets, fighting cabin fever with a novel, eagerly awaiting the arrival of spring. In these early days of March, it feels as if warm weather will never arrive. But as I force myself to think of sunshine and flowers and evening bonfires, I’m reminded that the season of renewal also marks the anniversary of the purchase of our first home, something we weren’t sure would ever happen.

I remember sitting in my husband’s car in the alley behind his parents’ house, talking for hours about our future plans – get married, buy a house of our own, travel. I remember sighing in frustration at dreams that we wanted to come true so badly but felt unobtainable.

And I remember all the seemingly small steps we took to work towards that day when we signed our names dozens of times and were handed keys to an empty house that needed some TLC. I remember a refrigerator full of nothing but ketchup and beer, and a dog who was wary of his new residence, especially the hardwood floors. I think about the ugly curtains we replaced with modern ones, and the scraggly bushes that were sacrificed for a petite Japanese maple tree. I think about my husband building a fence for the backyard, and smile when I remember how excited our dog was when he realized he could run freely. Every year we have bonfires with our friends, roasting marshmallows, sipping drinks, and laughing til our stomachs hurt late into the night. I think about our annual Halloween parties in our unfinished basement, our fresh cut Christmas trees we decorate every year, and the hundreds of hockey games we’ve watched in our tiny living room.

Sometimes I curse over vacuuming and dusting, over costly and unexpected repairs, or projects that don’t go as planned. Sometimes I stare at the “to do” list on the fridge, wondering if we’ll ever be able to afford a new bathroom or when exactly we’ll install a new front door.

But then I think back to the days when the walls were unpainted and bare, when I still felt like I was sleeping in a stranger’s bedroom and using someone else’s appliances. I think about how now my room is cozy and calming, and my most favorite place in the house. I think about all the peaceful nights when I sleep soundly, thankful for what I have, and dream about everything yet to come.

Stacy Alderman is a life-long Pittsburgher who has loved to write for as long as she can remember. She has completed two correspondence courses with The Institute of Children’s Literature and self-published two novels in 2016, both of which are available on Amazon and Kindle. She maintains her own blog on WordPress, Quirky, Confused, & Curvy.  When Stacy’s not writing, she’s probably reading. And if she’s not doing either of those two things, she’s probably watching Penguins hockey or (thinking about) traveling. She lives in Munhall with her husband and fur kid.

Excerpt from Black Moon: The Chronicles of Tucker Littlefield

Excerpt from Black Moon: The Chronicles of Tucker Littlefield

I had heard tale of it but had always considered it an open lie told by bald faced liars.  Few, if any, ever entered the outlands, fewer still lived to tell of it.  Never having seen it for myself, I was of the opinion that such a thing could never exist.

Water. . . water for as far as the eye could see forming a line that could be nothing short of the world's edge. . . a place where creation itself had stopped.  It churned endlessly as if it were trying to free itself of its own bulk.  It rose and fell with massive rows that marched one by one to smash against the bottom of the hill upon which we stood.  On that side the gentle slope we had climbed gave way to sharp clusters of rock outcroppings.  At the very bottom the rocks we had searched the night before lay under several feet of water, disappearing under each massive row that crashed upon it only to then race away.  The sound was tremendous.  Again and again the waves beat upon the shore, one after the other.

"Do you hear them, Brother?"  Bowen asked, turning a shoulder to peer over the edge.

I didn't—not at first, but as the water churned and roiled angrily below us.  Each in turn lifted itself up higher and higher to become a new massive wave, becoming a mad frothing white at its top. One after the other raced to crash upon the rocks washing closer and closer to where we stood.  Enormous amounts of water rose and fell with a deafening roar only to be replaced with another and another and another, seven in total, each more powerful than the one that preceded it.  For a brief moment, laying under the sound of the water that raced across the rocks. . . a voice. . . a deep, menacing, unintelligible voice.  It growled its anger, demanding the same thing over and over, punctuating its displeasure with the roar of more water and then the unthinkable.  It suddenly shifted, becoming calm, placid, more fluid by comparison.  Now the swells of  water appeared to be half their size and power.  Again I counted seven, each gently rushed to the rocks and in their parting a voice.  This time it was clear—a woman's voice.  It pleaded softly, sorrowfully, begging in heart wrenching tones.  There were no open, discernable words, just an overwhelming sense of loss that pulled at me.

"What are they saying?"  I asked, feeling the tension of this place.

"In my village, Brother, it is believed they cry for one who is lost to them," Bowen volunteered.

I don't know why but I looked to Grake for his explanation.

He looked to Bowen with his head bent and silently nodded his agreement.

"My people do not come to this place.  The water does not welcome the Norha," he said in little more than a whisper, turning away.

I stood for a moment, thinking about what they said and listening to the voices in the water.  Out where it appeared the world ended, the line of water where the sky came to rest, a massive storm rose, black and brooding.  Flashes of lightning jumped from one immense cloud to another illuminating them from inside.  Hundreds if not thousands of them had broken free, drifting overhead, heading for parts unknown.  Each a giant, dark purple, cheerless castle that shifted and undulated endlessly with a flat, black underside that held the threat of rain.

"What's on the other side?"  I asked.

"There is no other side.  Many of the Kindred have tried. . . several times.  No one who goes upon it ever comes home.  There is something in the water that preys upon good men."

I believed it, simply based upon its enormous size and the way it moved.  It churned with an appalling, endless hunger.  You could smell it in the air.

"Brother," Bowen called, pointing.  At the bottom of the hill heading our way was Pules and a good many of his kind numbering well over twenty, each armed with a club.

"Why are you here, Pules?"  I asked, fearing I already knew the answer.

"We have come for the spear," he returned stiffly.

"We've already talked about this.  You know it will only lock itself to the ground if I release it."

"True. . . as long as you live.  If I take it from your dying hand it will pass willingly to me and the Ogin will remain the law," he said, signaling the others.

"Go home, Pules, before you do something you'll regret," I warned.

"I will only regret going home empty handed," he said. At that instant the same pale blue energy enveloped his hands as that of Cura’s.   He stepped closer, readying himself for a fight.

"Then come for it," Bowen demanded, stepping in front of me, squaring his shoulders.  What surprised me more was Grake as he moved to stand next to Bowen.

"Come," Grake said menacingly, waving them closer as he moved further down the hill.

Several of Pules’ men suddenly thought better of it, stepping back a little.

Suddenly the energy ball between his hands doubled in size and with a quick gesture he threw it in our direction.  It exploded at our feet showering us with dirt and rock thrown high into the air.

Before I could react, Grake and Bowen charged them, diving into the middle of them with no self-regard.  It didn't take long before they too swung a club as well.  Even with that advantage, Pules began to throw energy ball after energy ball allowing his  men to push them back up the hill.

I pounded the spear to the ground expecting a clap of thunder but got nothing in return.  Panic filled me.  I repeated the effort several times before Pules and the others were on top of us.  Grake and Bowen all but stood over me in an effort to protect me until we had nowhere to go.  In short order we stood at the edge, Pules and the others in front of us and the deafening waves behind us, when the ground under our feet gave way and we tumbled to the water below.

I was beaten repeatedly by the falling bodies of Grake and Bowen as we hurdled to the bottom.  To my personal terror the spear got away from me, striking the water before we did.

I was bruised, beaten and disoriented.  To be honest I didn't think of Bowen or Grake at all, just the spear.  The water surged over us, throwing us repeatedly into the rocks and then suddenly withdrew, pulling with surprising power in an attempt to drag us into deeper water.

It was cold, salty, bitter to the taste, and it foamed madly.  It was as if it had fingers and felt as though it were pulling at me, grabbing me in an effort to hold me under the water.  I was certain, it wanted to drown me.  I dove repeatedly, searching the rocks for the spear when two of Pules’ men fell on top of me, forcing the air out of me.  It seemed to take forever for me to push my way to the surface, empty handed.  Over the roar of the water I could hear the screams for help from Pules’ men as they were washed away.  I was shocked at how fast they were pulled out into deeper water, screaming and floundering with every inch of it.  As I turned to look at them the water rose high above them, blotting out the sky before crashing down on them with what I can only describe as malicious intent, driving them below the surface never to be seen again.

My heart pounded wildly as the water threatened to add me to their fate.  It was as if it had taken on a life of its own, forcing me under time and time again.  At the moment my foot touched the spear, I heard Grake.  The Norha was being pulled into deeper water.  It was as if he were being held in the grip of a huge fist that repeatedly dragged him under water despite his best efforts to the contrary.  His expression spoke volumes. . . he was going to drown and he knew it.

I dove one last time for the spear and clutched it, knowing fully well that all of our lives depended on it.  As I pulled it from the water the head began to glow a bright blue and the water released me, surging sluggishly around me.

"Grab it," I screamed stretching out as far as I could reach.

Grake flailed wildly in an attempt to grasp the extended spear.  At the moment he flung his arm in its direction the water pulled him under.  He had disappeared from sight.  I was shaken to the core, not just by his disappearance but by the sudden dread of his absence.

For an instant Grake shot back to the surface, drawing a deep, panic-filled breath.  His eyes instantly locked with mine.

"Grab it," I howled over the din of water.  I tipped toed to the edge of the rocks doing everything I could to reach out to him as the water I stood in grew deeper, holding just at my chin.

The tip glowed brighter and brighter as he went under one last time. Only his hand remained visible and then it too sank beneath the water.

I plunged the spear wildly time and time again, hoping he would see the glow and reach for it.  At the moment I was ready to give up I felt a fierce tug on the other end and then another.  It was him. By the third tug he threatened to drag me off my perch and into the water alongside him.

The harder he pulled the more the spear resisted and we were in a stalemate.  To my relief, Bowen was suddenly there and grabbed the spear with me.  I had forgotten about him but was now thrilled for his help.  He held the spear, swimming its length to reach Grake.  Wrapping his arm around him, he pulled him closer to shore until he was able to fend for himself.

It took far longer than I would have liked but we eventually got out of the water, crawling back on solid ground.

Happily, Pules and the others were nowhere to be seen.  Now lying on my back on solid ground I could hear the labored breathing of Grake and Bowen mix with mine.  I watched the dark, massive clouds that drifted overhead and wondered where they were going. . . I wondered if all the clouds in the world had started from here. . . and then I heard it again.  The voices from the water called to me.  I thought I heard it call my name, beckoning me, begging me, pleading for my return to come back to the water.

"Well, that was fun.  Let's not do that again," I quipped, trying to put it out of my mind.

"You are wise in saying so, Shalic," Grake choked between ragged breaths.

"I think we need to find Pules and settle this.  All in favor?"  I asked, weakly raising my hand.

Without a word the others did the same.

"Good, now give me a minute."

Tegon Maus was raised pretty much the same as everyone else... devoted mother, strict father and all the imaginary friends I could conjure.
      The first thing I can remember writing was for my wife. For the life of me I can't remember what it was about... something about dust bunnies under the bed and monsters in my closet. It must have been pretty good because she married me shortly after that. I spent a good number of years chasing other dreams before I got back to writing.
      It wasn't a deliberate conscious thought it was more of a stepping stone. It was the eighties, my wife and I had joined a dream interpret group and we were encouraged to write down our dreams as they occurred. "Be as detailed as you can," we were told.
      I was thrilled. If there is one thing I enjoy it's making people believe me and I like to exaggerate. Not a big exaggeration or an outright lie mine you, just a little step out of sync, just enough so you couldn't be sure if it were true or not. When I write, I always write with the effort of "it could happen" very much in mind and nothing, I guarantee you, nothing, makes me happier.
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